New life. New Amu
Its been 5 years since my Ikuto left.
Since then my life has been the equivalent to a mess.
Four years ago during the summer, I realised how much I depended on the people around me and made the decision to change. So long to that pink haired, bubbly girl in the punk-rock clothes. Goodbye to the dreams of wanting to wear cute and frilly clothes like the rest of the girls in her family.
The short and chubby cheeked girl from my past had to leave.
That was the first change I made. Keeping myself to a strict diet proved to be difficult, Especially with suu's constant need to make delicious food. However within the first two weeks I lost 3 stone. And with the weeks commencing after that, I continued to lose more weight. No way in hell was I going to continue being a flat chested and chubby 13 year old.
Nobody noticed my change however.
It was better that way.
Until I was completely confident with my body and attitude, I wasn't going to allow anyone to notice. Wearing baggy jumpers everyday proved to be helpful and it wasn't questioned by anyone.
It didn't last long though. Only 5 months after I noticed a new shop in our local mall that sold sexy/trendy clothes that I wouldn't have ever dreamed of wearing. Truth be told, I wasn't even confident enough to wear any of the cool clothes I bought at the time.
However shortly afterwards, my friends started to move away;
Rima's parents finally split up completely and she went to go live with her grandparents in England.
Shortly after Kukai and Utau got together they went to a specialist school in some other country that focused on the main points of fame. Kukai being the brilliant football player he is and Utau's beautiful voice gave them an immediate placement.
Nagihiko went to live his sister Nadeshiko. According to him her dancing has improved greatly and she is becoming quite successful.
Yaya's parents considered her constant need for attention and babyish attitude to be a quality she should have "grown out of". Therefore sending her to a psychiatrist for help.
According to Tadase, Ikuto finally found his father and attended a college in England. The news eventually reached back to tadase's father and the decision for them both to study there was made. Guess ikuto wasn't in much of a hurry to keep his promise.
Being left by myself gave room for others to worm themselves into my life. After all, other than my chara's and parents, I had nobody left to talk to.
Saaya proved to actually be a nice and intelligent person, once you looked past the self-loving attitude of course. We quickly became friends within the first year of being alone. This also meant that her followers became my friends too.
With tadase and the guardians gone, we were considered the new popular people of the school. Saaya and her beauty and me with my "cool and spicy" attitude were the perfect popularity duo.
The "cool and spicy" attitude of mine was also something I had to leave in my past.
Saaya came round my house often, and eventually found those sexy clothes that I bought a while ago in the back of my closet.
She convinced me to wear them, and with the amount of weight I had lost and make up tips I had received from the girls at school, I actually looked rather attractive. Hot even.
Along with my change in clothes there came a new attitude I seemed to have adopted. Just like the "cool and spicy" one.
I was now called "hot and sexy" according to saaya.
I received countless confessions every week and went to the parties that poplars were expected to go to.
3 years later and it's still the same. Only difference is that my hair is now longer with black dip-dye and I'm much taller. After all, I am 17 now….