Love me again

Ok guys so this is the new version of this story, I have changed a few things and done my best to make things longer and more descriptive, I just really want you guys to know how the characters are feeling so I hope you like it:

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Cpov

Know I've done wrong,

Left your heart torn

Is that what devils do?

So far clary's life had been pretty damn great. She had gone so far with her shadowhunting training that she was officially allowed to hunt with everyone else. Her mum and Luke are on their honeymoon, they went to Spain for a few weeks. They were letting Clary stay at the institute as it was the safest place whilst they were gone, yet she was forbidden to enter Jace's room and he was the forbidden to enter hers. Yes, her and Jace were still madly in love and she planned on keeping it that way. He had been nothing but sweet to her, sure he had his moments when he would be snappy but then who didn't? Nothing would make her love him any less. Clary and Izzy have become close friends, she and Iz could talk to each other and go to each other for advice, it was useful to have a girl best friend. I mean Simon was useful but not when it came to things that only other girls could relate to.

Tonight all the others had gone out to the pandemonium but Clary had such a headache that she really didn't feel up to it. Jace obviously was going to stay behind with her but she made him go. It wasn't fair that he missed going out on the one day that they didn't have to hunt for her. So now Clary was sitting in her temporary bedroom, on her bed, drawing and listening to her music.

About half an hour or so later clary heard a bang in the institute followed by a giggle. Confused, Clary shut of her music and walked down the hall, hearing more giggles, she was outside Jace's door when heard a moan, and then another giggle. Taking a deep breath she pushed open the door. And just like that her heart snapped in two and was crushed beneath a giant boot until it looked like nothing but fragments of bloody glass.

Took you so low,

Where only fools go

I shook the angel in you

There on Jace's bed was a Jace and a girl that looked like a faerie, she had red hair and was very pretty, but she was also half naked. Jace at least still had his clothes on. Yet the reason her heart was broken was the fact that he had his tongue down some other girl's throat, as he was undressing both of them. Clary let out a strangled cry and the two flew apart to look towards the door.

Clary took one look at the girl and narrowed her eyes. Ice and anger flowed through her veins and she tried not to show how broken she was on the inside. "Put your clothes on and get the fuck out" Clary growled at the girl, the faerie girl raised a delicate eyebrow "No you are the one who barged in on us, who are you anyway?" she asked the girl was getting angry even though she had absolutely no right too. This only made Clary angrier "I am his girlfriend now get out before I throw you out without you clothes". At those words the girl was off like a rocket. Clary now directed her angry gaze at Jace who had looked as if he had just woken up from a horrible nightmare.

"Clary what happened? Are you hurt?" He actually looked worried about her, after all that! "Yes Jace I am hurt, you hurt me. Do you not remember me just walking in on you and a half naked girl making out?" Her voice was rising with each word and Jace's face had drained. He looked truly distraught. The cheek! He had no right to look that way; he was the one that cheated on her! He told her that he loved her and would never do anything to hurt her yet here he was, she felt so broken and so confused that she let her instincts kick in. Jace wasn't moving or talking so she fled from the room and too her own. She pulled her suitcase that she came here with out from under her bed and started throwing all her clothes and art supplies in it. She let the tears fall, she knew that he didn't deserve her tears but she let them fall anyway.

How? How could he do this to her? She loved him so, so much and this is what he does to her. She felt as if her heart was is shards and they were piercing her with every breath she took. She had to get out now. Before she suffocated, she had to leave, even if it meant leaving behind everyone that she loved. She couldn't stay here and be another of Jace's ex girlfriends, she wasn't going to let that happen to her.

Something had obviously snapped inside Jace because as she was in the middle of drawing a portal rune on her wall, he burst through her doors.

Now I'm rising from the ground

Rising up to you

Filled with all the strength I found

There's nothing I can't do!

Jace looked panicked when he saw the portal rune "Clary no please don't go! Let me explain!" he looked heartbroken and desperate and she almost gave in. Seeing him like this made her heart ache. She couldn't help it, of course she still loved, and nothing could make her stop. But she wasn't going to stick around after what he done. "No Jace! You don't get to explain, you broke my heart and I am not sticking around to be another one of Jace lightwoods exes" Jace sunk down on his knees and as she stepped through the portal she heard him whisper three words that made he want to wrap her arms around him and tell him she never would.

"Don't leave me" The three words that would haunt her forever.

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Jpov

I need to know now, know now

Can you love me again?

I need to know now, know now

Can you love me again?

Jace stayed on the ground, curled up in a ball, tears streaming freely down his face, until all the others returned home. Alec of course immediately went to help him but he shrugged him off. He didn't deserve to be helped. He shakily stood up and made his way to the door, until Izzy blocked his path. "Where is Clary, Jace?" she demanded but softly. This was the first time he had cried in years "She's gone" Those words had tears spilling down his face again as he pushed past a shocked Isabelle and ran to his room. He tore the sheets from his bed and threw them out into the hallway before locking his door and collapsing on to is bed.

The tears came again.

How could he have been so stupid!? He loved Clary more than anything in the world. He refused to dance with any of the girls at the club, hell he didn't even acknowledge any of the girls that tried to flirt with him. Surely he should have noticed the red haired faerie girl put something in his drinks! Where the hell was his training then? He was high on faerie drugs and taking a girl home. What was he thinking!? But then again he wasn't really thinking was he? He just lost the love of his life and there was nothing he could do to get her back. He could track her, but she wouldn't want to talk to him let alone see him again.

For now Jace was perfectly content with just moping around in his room and trying to live with the fact the he had let the only girl he had ever loved and would ever love slip through his fingers! Goddamnit! He knew he should have stayed at home with her. As much as he would love to pin the blame on the stupid faerie woman, he knew that he was the one to blame really. He always thought that to love is to destroy. From the look on clary's face tonight he had certainly destroyed her. And then to be loved is to be the one destroyed. And she had destroyed him by leaving.

She left and she was never coming back. He would never see her bright green eyes that always lit up when they saw him, he would never see her beautiful red hair that she hated, but he loved it, he loved everything about her. And now she was gone.

Gone. That word just gives the feeling of forever. It's the word you use when someone dies. Like max. Max is gone. Clary is gone. Now he truly had no one to live for. Because they were all gone.

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Cpov

Its' unforgivable,

I stole and burnt your soul

Is that what demons do?

Clary landed on the ground with a thud. Ouch, that's gonna leave a bruise. She looked at her surroundings. A beach, interesting, she walked of the beach and saw a sign. Welcome to California. Well it's a good thing her training involved learning where all the institutes are! After about an hour of walking she came across a scary looking abandoned house, well that's how it looked before you peeled away the glamour. Without the glamour it looked like a castle, her hands were just itching to draw it. She walked up to the giant double doors and knocked. She could hear muffled shouts before footsteps padding towards to door. It swung open to reveal a beautiful black haired girl that reminded her so much of Izzy that it was painful. "Hi can I help you?"

She asked kindly but her eyes held a sort of hostility that probably wouldn't go away until she saw that Clary wasn't a threat to her or anyone else. "Hello, my name is Clarissa Morgenstern – Fairchild. I'm obviously a shadowhunter and I need a place to stay after escaping my home at the New York institute" The other girl grinned, "Well my name is Kate Bishop, come on in and meet the gang" Kate swung the door open wide enough and Clary picked up her bag and stepped into the building, this is it. Her new life and her new home. Now all she had to do was contact her mum and Izzy and Simon.

She took a deep breath. Ok world get ready for the new and improved Clary.

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Sooo what did you guys think? This is the new version and I have made it longer. I hope nothing is confusing for you and now I am deleting all of the other love me again story and this is the new one okay hope this all makes sense. Please review!

- Georgie xx