Disclaimer: not
mine, simple as that
In public, you were hers
She clung to your arm, kissed you in the halls,
When all the time, your eyes on mine
She wore your ring, claimed you as hers
Glaring as if daring anyone to tell her differently
In private, there was us,
Tearing at each other hungrily
Calling out each others names in the heat of the moment
Both of us knowing that the next day would bring nothing new,
Nothing different, no sudden repentance, no abrupt change of heart
I would be hated by you, and you hated by me
We kissed and clung to each other, each desperate for different reasons,
With her there were chaste kisses and bored caresses, purely for show
With me you groped and grabbed, clung to
You had an urgency never seen by anyone other than me
No one knew you,
No one possessed you, no matter how they convinced themselves that they did
No one could understand the darkness behind your eyes, so stormy and deep
Full of lust, passion, looks only shown to me, in the darkness of empty rooms
After, we lay together, skin to skin,
My head on your shoulder, sweat mingling upon our bodies
Bushy brunette mingled with silvery blonde
You left me there,
Kept up appearances,
Gave me stolen glances across seas of people
I was the one closest to knowing you, but you never did let me in,
I was a but a release
And I knew this full well, but that doesn't mean it didn't hurt
Maybe you cared
But even if you did it would never have been anything
There couldn't have been, there was too much between us
On our last rendezvous you gave me something
Slipped into my hand in our parting kiss,
Hungry and passionate and feverish,
Trying to get our last taste of the other,
Knowing there would be no more chances
Then you left, sweeping out of the room,
Off to marry her, the girl who thought you hers,
As always expected of you
Later I opened your last and only gift to me
Something I wear even today
A simple pendant, a locket, the shape of a teardrop,
Simple and elegant, bearing a message inside
you were more, you were always more
I want to believe it
I want to have faith
But I know that you were never mine,
You never opened up,
I never saw all of you
I never got past the impassioned kisses, desperate embraces
Knowing, sensing you needed something,
What that was I'll never know
Only that I couldn't give it
There was a darkness, an emptiness in you,
That you fought so hard to cover up, but never could
Not completely
She never had you Draco
But then again, neither did I
A/N: I found this on my computer the other night, wrote it a while ago, not sure if I like it or not, but I want to hear what you think so please, click the pretty little review button and let me know and in case you hadn't guessed this was Hermione's point of view.