Lovino- To ruin
No surprise there even my name is distasteful. At least it fits me well, I mean I am Romano after all. You know Italy's talentless, mediocre, bad tempered, lazy, foul mouthed older brother. Everyone prefers Veneziano over me anyway, he's always been better than me dammit and he always will be. I don't blame them even he prefers the potato bastard over me, who wouldn't right? Hell even Grandpa favors Veneziano over me, "Why can't you be more like your brother" he says "You should be nice to him" he says. Veneziano inherited all Grandpa's talent, he's just so perfect of course Grandpa loves him more, all I have is fortune there's not much special about being rich and there's nothing special about me he basically neglected me my childhood. I have a terrible attitude, no talent, and a bad mouth, I'm terrible dammit. But the one that saw something special in me when everyone else didn't was Spain, the bastard says I'm "special" to him, but sometimes his words say otherwise so I'm not so sure. When I was a kid I was an awful brat like he said before, I always annoyed him and I never listened to him dammit. He wanted a henchman that was cute, honest, and obedient, he wanted to trade me for Veneziano. If that happened he'd be so happy, but then where would I go? Spain would have had the henchman he always wanted and I'd be abandoned of course, but instead he kept me. But why me? Why South Italy? What did he see that was so special that everyone else didn't dammit? He wanted to trade me for my brother yet he kept me after all the trouble I gave him, maybe it was out of pity, I don't know why he did such a thing I'll just annoy him even more. Now that I think about it he went through so much just to protect me dammit. He lost everything just for me and all he got in return was a harsh attitude. I know that's it's my fault I shouldn't have been so cold, I can't forgive myself for it. But when I say "Don't touch me bastard", I really mean "Don't leave me Spain" or when "I hate you dammit" means "I love you so much", or when I said "Leave me alone you damn bastard" I meant "Please don't abandon me I'm so sorry". I promise I'm not horrible.
Io sono mi dispiace fratellino (I'm sorry little brother)
Io sono il nonno mi dispiace (I'm sorry Grandpa)
Mi dispiace Antonio, ti amo più di ogni altra cosa (I'm sorry Antonio, I love you more than anything else.
I hope you enjoyed this I cried halfway through it. A good song to listen to while reading this is "One Last Time" by Ariana Grande There may also be a part two for this I'm not sure yet