My first ever chapter story so please no hate

Why do all the bad things happen to me ? My name is Beatrice prior , but everyone calls me tris , I am seventeen . When I was 10 my mother died . My mum was called Natalie and she was the kindest of souls , my dad on the other hand , is not . My father , Andrew , has been beating me since my mother died , and , over the years , those beatings have gotten progressively worse , when I was six it was slaps , seven , eight and nine it was punches and from ten to fifteen it was kicks , punches and verbal abuse , by the age of sixteen he started to use his belt , but worst so far is seventeen , he has beaten me , locked me in a dark closet for up to a week , starved me and has even raped me , though it was only once , I don't doubt that he will do it again.

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Monday-first day of school

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'I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me'

My alarm woke me up in the first verse , but I love this song , it reminds me of my mum .

I get dressed into my gothic dauntless attire , black breaking Benjamin top , black skinny ripped jeans , my leather jacket with studs on the shoulders and my skull converse shoes . I do my makeup minimal , just eyeliner and black eyeshadow , cause I can . I eat my pancake then jump into my black Ferrari , did i forget to mention that we are rather rich ... My mum was a famous singer and actress , and my dad is very high up in the government , so yeah .

I cannot wait to see chrissypoo uricakes, zekeyboo and marleybarley , maybe shauniboo and willi . There real names are Christina , uriah, zeke, Marlene Shauna and will , my nicknames consist of Trissypoo , trissy and 6 because I broke six punching bags in half an hour , thinking of Andrew and have knocked out six strong men in six minutes, also pretending they were Andrew . I walk into school with my earphones in listening to evil angel

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Hold it together, birds of a feather,

Nothing but lies and crooked wings.

I have the answer, spreading the cancer,

You are the faith inside me.

No, don't

Leave me to die here,

Help me survive here.

Alone, don't remember, remember.

Put me to sleep evil angel.

Open your wings evil angel.

A-ah.

I'm a believer,

Nothing could be worse,

All these imaginary friends.

Hiding betrayal,

Driving the nail,

Hoping to find a savior.

No, don't

Leave me to die here,

Help me survive here.

Alone, don't

Surrender, surrender.

Oh.

Fly over me evil angel.

Why can't I breathe evil angel?

Oh.

Fly over me evil angel.

Why can't I breathe evil angel?'

I look up to see loads of people staring at me ... Some with video cameras ... Oh shit , I was singing it out loud .

Chrissy and the gang are all there , slack jawed, so , naturally I tell them to shut there mouths cause they will catch flies , then I realise there is a smokin hot boy with the deepest , most mesmerizing blue eyes and perfect lips that make me want to kiss them right there , STOP IT TRIS , you don't know him .I don't recognize him but he is hangin out with ma besties , ohhhhh the new boy , four was it ? I go over to him and introduce myself ' hey , I'm tris , but others call me 6 , what is your name ? ' ' my name is four ... Nice to meet you ' hmmmmmmm. There is something secretive and closed of about him , it makes me want to know him better .

I look at my schedule and the only things that stand out are art , drama , music , pe and free period ...all my freinds have the same classes as me . Uriah , zeke , pedrad twins ...noooooooooooooo!

Page. Break .

Last period of the day ... Music .

Tori my teacher said that we would be doing karaoke and chrissypoo insisted I go first . Me Chrissy and Uriah all have an inside joke Chrissy is lady bitchface cause she gossips loads ,Uriah is lord dipshit cause he I stupid and they have called me beauty the beast cause I am little , 'naturally pretty' according to Christina (I wish!) and I am unbelievably strong ... Remember what I said about the whole six thing , yeah , that's where that came from , also the fact that I can take usually unbearable pain and make it bearable . Chrissy knows about Andrew , but is the only one that does , the only one I trust enough . I sing evanescence's song my immortal and have half the class in tears , oops ...four sings bring me to life , his voice is beutiful and he has a few of us in floods of tears , including me ... I can tell he has been hurt too ... I will ask him later , he is coming to mine later for an assessment we were set in art , another thing we are both good at . Andrew is on a work trip for a month so we are ok ... I can't wait .

Oooooh cliff hanger ! If you want me to continue this then reveiew ... No hate please .. Thanks for reading Ravens ( my name for all my readers !)