Miley's P.O.V.

I sat on my bed exhausted from the day. I took even more crap about dating Joe. UGH!! I can't stand it. I already went through this shit when I dated Nick and that shit ruined the relationship. No. I have to stop that, stop thinking about that part of my life. I'm over it. Me and Nick are buddies again. It's all good. Now, I'm in love with his brother, and THANK GOD his brother is in love with me. I love Joe more than I could ever love Nick that way. He waited for me and helped me when the fiasco of "Niley" exploded. Joe Is My Savior… no one seems to get that. Not even his family… maybe mom, possibly his dad I don't know. All I know is that I'm tired of it. I can't grasp why people think:

1) by going out with Joe, I'm just trying to get back at Nick. THAT'S JUST RIDICULOUS!! I would never steep down that low. Not anymore…

2) that I'm trying to make Demi jealous or something stupid like that. They never went out and MAYBE they liked each other for a while but it never turned into anything. They are too different for that.

3) that he's too old for me. WHAT THE HECK!! He is 19, I am 16. THREE YEARS!! Why does it matter anyway? It's our choice. I wouldn't care if he was 6 or 7 years older. I like him for him.

The press just proves that the world is full of idiots. I'm not sure what my parents think. My dad is usually busy. Sure he's home for family events, birthdays, Christmas, Easter, even the Fourth of July, but most of the time either Trace, Me, or Him have a performance to do somewhere or a show to film or an interview or a recording to do. I've taken to letting my manager handle things, which is no longer my dad. Her name is Charlie, not Carlie, Charlie, honestly… I like having her as my manager, she understands… girl problems. She's trying to keep my happy with all the bad publicity from me and Joe, trying to keep my afloat, as is Joe's manager, Craig, with him. I admit it would be easier to just throw it all out the window… but that would mean picking my dream career or my dream guy… I just can't do that. Joe and I came up with a new tactick… hiding. Hiding our relationship. Better than most because it never works. So we are faking our breakup tonight, over the phone while they are at dinner with Jay Neverlish, the most annoying talkshow host u will EVER meet. It's going to be complete with screaming and stomping and the whole mine yards, on his part anyway, no one will see me, safe at home.