She went into her room, the only place she could be alone, totally alone. She hit the random button on her CD player, "This is your life" by Switchfoot played. Bad song. Instead of drowning out her thoughts, it echoed them.
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She drifted back into her self-destructive thoughts, remembering the terror of the day before, the day that she'd lost it, she lost control and, instead of helping, she'd hurt people. She didnt want to hurt people.
Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
Yesterday is a promise that you ve broken
She just tried to close her eyes to the facts, bury herself in her self.
Don t close your eyes, don t close your eyes
This is your life and today is all you ve got now
No.. just ... forget...
Yeah, and today is all you ll ever have
Just think, think of something else...
Don t close your eyes
Don t close your eyes
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose
I dreamed... I once dreamed... of... of somthing else...
Yesterday is a kid in the corner
Yesterday is dead and over
Still, I'll never forget My past... and .. yesterday
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose
I dreamed, I once dreamed of something... something else ... something more
Don t close your eyes
Just think
Don t close your eyes
Just dream
Don t close your eyes
(Dont close your eyes)
Just think
Don t close your eyes
Just dream
This is your life are you who you want to be
Maybe?
This is your life are you who you want to be
I wanted to go somewhere else, somewhere better? Am I there?
This is your life, are you who you want to be
(This is your life are you who you want to be)
This is your life, are you who you want to be
(who you want to be)
Thisis my life... am I?
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose
Its much better than anything I hoped for...
And you had everything to lose
I have even more to lose now.
Just hold on, hold on to it...
oooo
As the music faded, as she gazed out into the night, her tears stopped, and the snowflakes began to fall.
I hope that this story made sense to all of you... I've never done anything of this sort before, usually i think that they are stupid... but now I realize it is because not everybody gets the same things out of the same songs. So.. I hope at least SOME of youunderstand what i meant by it. Listen to the song as it goes, it could help :).