I tried to understand what was happening.
But my mind wouldn`t process it.
Like it didn`t wanted to believe it.
Blaine was with another guy
Correction: Blaine was kissing another guy.
The boy was pushing him at the wall, forcing his tongue down Blaine`s throat.
He was kissing Blaine
My Blaine.
I ran out of there, I couldn`t stand watching more of this.
I didn`t knew where I was going, but I kept on running. I stopped when I suddenly reached a beautiful park.
Seeing that no one was there I sat down on a tree and cried, I cried until my eyes were dry, and tears wouldn`t come anymore.
I felt someone tap me on the shoulder and I turned around startled.
But my fear soon turned into wild rage.
"Kurt?" Blaine asked looking worried and sounding like a little terrified child.
"What are you doing here?" I asked him with teeth clenched, pausing at every word.
"I always come here when I need to think, Kurt, baby have you been crying?" He went to touch my cheek but I slapped his hand away.
"Don't touch me" I said with raspy voice.
He frowned and asked with sad eyes. "Kurt, what happened?" he sat beside me.
I scoffed. "Like you don`t know"
"Kurt, please, I really don`t know what happened to make you so mad at me" he looked confused and he started stuttering "Did I do something wrong?"
I couldn`t believe he had the nerve to lie straight to my face!
I thought our love was based on trust, honesty, and care for each other, apparently I was wrong.
I let the rage inside take over me as I stood up and started yelling while pointing at him.
"Stop acting like you don`t know what you fucking did!"
Okay, so I was really pissed off by now, I even let myself curse, I never curse.
He stood up too with wide eyes and gently took me by the shoulders.
"Kurt, calm down and tell me what`s wrong" he said in a calm voice, how the hell could he be so calm about all of this?
"I saw you Blaine, with that guy, kissing him" and now I was crying again.
His eyes went wider than I thought they could and stayed silent for a few minutes.
"…you saw?" It was barely a whisper.
He didn`t event tried to deny it.
"Yeah, I was on my way to your dorm to pick you up for our date when I saw you with him on the hallway"
He looked down and his hand dropped from my shoulders.
"Kurt, baby I`m sorry, but it`s not what you think-"
"Oh! Then what is it Blaine? Please explain it to me, because it freaking seemed like you were cheating on me!"
"Kurt, please let me explain-"
"There`s nothing to explain Blaine. It`s over. We`re over" It hurt to hear those words come out of my mouth but I just couldn`t find it in me to forgive him for what he did.
He started to cry and managed to say between sobs.
"Kurt, please don`t do this. Please. Please don`t leave me, I love you!"
My vision started to blur as tears filled my eyes. Those were the last words I would hear from Blaine.
"I loved you too Blaine. I`m sorry"
And with that I walked away, I didn`t dare look back, I couldn`t stand to see him so broken and knowing I was the reason.
The park was quiet, only thing heard were the sobs coming from a broken boy who just lost the only thing he`d loved in his life.