When I get ticked off I tend to write, my brother who is moving in with his girlfriend and her kids now wants to take my dog with him, and my mother is letting him. So I'm pretty ticked off which is why I have came up with a new story, I'm on chapter 3 already…but don't worry I will still keep going with the others.

Summary: After a difficult case Olivia and Elliot come together in the biggest way possible, but after an argument Olivia leaves the SVU and moves away from Manhattan. 5 years later she's happily married to an Army Sergeant and has a beautiful 4 year old daughter, but her new life is turned upside down when she realizes her husband isn't the amazing guy she thought he was, his past is much much deeper and darker than she could have ever imagined and now his real life threatens hers. She's on the run and the safest place she can think of for her and her daughter is the person who never wants to see her again.

This will be an E/O story…eventually.

Disclaimer: I wish…

(Parts in italics are flashbacks, memories…I'll let ya know.) This chapter's really long, so it's in two parts, that I'll post together.

Chapter 1 (Part 1)

Elliot hadn't expected it to be Olivia when he had opened his door at 11.30 at night, but it had been her and she had thrown herself into his arms, crying, something he rarely saw her do. They had been working the rape of a 13 year old girl who, after learning that they couldn't prosecute her attacker, had killed herself.

The case had gotten to both of them but Olivia had took it really hard, she had gotten close to the vic, told her that she would make it all better again, promised her they would get the guy and that he would be locked away. They had talked for ages, and he kept holding her whilst she cried, but somehow they had wound up kissing, then the next thing he knew he was on top of her and they were having sex in his bed.

Olivia was now lying wrapped up in Elliot's arms, feeling safe, loved finally wanted by somebody. She felt like she could just stay there forever, but then he moved, and shuffled himself out of bed and began putting his clothes back on. "El, what is it?" She asked him.

He just turned and looked at her. His face held a hundred emotions; confusion, shock, even anger. "This shouldn't have happened." He said.

She looked at him for a second then just scoffed. "Unbelievable." She said climbing off the bed and beginning to put her own clothes back on.

"Liv…" Elliot began, seeing her anger. She just ignored him. He tried to grab her arm to get her attention but she moved it away from him and continued getting changed.

"You don't have to tell me to get out, I'm going believe me…or would you just prefer me to go get changed out in the hall..?" She said bitterly.

"Olivia…" He said getting frustrated.

"You know what I thought you were different from the others, but you're just like them!" She yelled at him.

"Same as who? What are you on about?" He said growing more frustrated.

"The others..!" She yelled pulling her jeans up and fastening them. "All the other guys who just stick around long enough just to fuck me...tell me Elliot after sticking around for nine years was it worth it?" She said as she began searching for her shirt.

"Don't you compare me to the rest of the dick heads you sleep with. It's not my fault you let yourself get used over and over." He said as he got right up in her face.

She slapped him, harder than she had ever slapped anyone in her life. Whilst he was still registering it she pushed past him and picked up her shirt that was on the other side of the room practically. She had put it on and was heading for the bedroom door when he grabbed her arm.

She fought and pulled against his grip but he pinned her against the wall. "Will you listen to me, let me explain." He shouted at her.

"Get off of me..!" She yelled at him, ripping her arms free from his grasp and pushing him back. She ran out of the room, grabbing her boots and car keys before running out of his apartment. Elliot was quick on her heels but as she jumped in the lift the doors shut before he could stop them. He quickly took to the stairs, taking them two at a time.

The moment the lift stopped Olivia ran out of it, she had put her boots on whilst the lift had been moving. She barged through the main doors of his building and ran down the steps, and onto, then across the street.

She had just got her car door open when Elliot came running out after her, he just jumped off the top step. "Olivia wait..!" He yelled, waking up the whole neighborhood. She jumped in the car, slamming her door shut. She had never started a car up so fast in her life. Just as Elliot grabbed the handle she floored it. He had to jump back to stop her from running over his feet.

She looked in her rear view mirror, just about able to see through her tear filled eyes. Elliot just stood there in the street watching as she drove away.

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(5 years later, somewhere in Paterson)

Olivia opened her eyes, blinking away the memory that had turned into a dream that haunted her sleep. It was as clear as if it had happened yesterday, not 5 years ago. After that night she had, the next morning, gone to the SVU and handed in her resignation before anyone had even got there, then, with her car packed with all her things she left Manhattan.

"Mommy!"

She sat up quick as a little girl ran in and climbed on the bed then quickly scurried under the blankets. "What are we hiding from?" Olivia asked her as she covered her feet up that were still visible.

"Daddy he's turned into a monster!" She yelled from under blankets. She was muffled but Olivia could understand her. She looked back at the door as she heard heavy footsteps coming across the hall. Suddenly the doorway was filled by a tall, muscular, handsome man. "Where's Princess Mia gone?" He said in his best monsters voice.

"She went outside!" Mia yelled from under the blankets.

Olivia just smiled and rolled her eyes at her daughter's innocence. "If the princess is gone, I'll have to get the queen…" He said looking at Olivia playfully.

"No, the queen has just woke up…" She protested as he began creeping towards her.

"Get mommy, get mommy!" Mia yelled popping up from under the blankets.

"You traitor..." Olivia joked with a now giggling Mia. "Get mommy daddy!" Mia yelled.

Doing as he was ordered he ran over to her. "Jim don't..!" Olivia yelled trying to sink back under the blankets, but he dove on the bed and was quickly straddling her, holding the blanket down so she couldn't cover her face with it. "Kiss mommy!" He yelled as he began kissing her over and over again.

Mia just bounced up and down on the bed laughing at the game. "Let me kiss her daddy." Mia said as she bounced down onto her knees. Jim sat up so Mia could kiss Olivia. "Good morning Mommy." She said after giving her a kiss.

"Good morning baby doll." She said back.

"My turn..." Jim said as he kissed Olivia again, she just laughed as his quick kisses tickled her.

"You call that a kiss." She said to him sarcastically.

He sat up so he could look at her and she could look at him. He had dark short hair and amazing dark eyes and gorgeous olive coloured skin. As he kissed her, she couldn't help but think about how much she loved him. She loved his kisses and the way they made her feel safe, loved. It had been his kisses that had made her say yes marrying him after only 8 weeks of knowing him…plus because she loved him and because she was also eight weeks pregnant.

"Can I go play with Jess in the garden?" Mia asked them, interrupting the kiss.

"Yes baby, just be careful." Olivia said looking at her with warning eyes.

"I will mommy." She said as she climbed over both of them and jumped off the bed. She went running across the hall shouting Jess, she may have been little for her four and a bit years but her lungs certainly weren't, Jess, their black Labrador began barking as she heard her best friend calling her name.

"Isn't she the cutest?" Jim said about Mia.

"Yea she is." Olivia said looking back at him.

"Let's make another one." Jim suggested as he worked his way under the blankets, throwing them back over him and Olivia like a tent.

"Jim she'll only be playing with the dog for about ten minutes until she realizes she wants breakfast making." Olivia said as Jim positioned himself on top of her.

"Then we better be quick." He said as he pushed the baggy shirt that she slept in up and placed kisses on her neck.

"Jim we haven't got time..." She said as he moved down and began kissing her stomach, the way he knew drove her and her body crazy and made her agree to anything. "Okay…" She said giving in.

She loved so many things about Jim, the way he laughed and the way he made her and Mia laugh. She loved the way he had gotten up every night, with or without her, after Mia had been born and she needed changing in the night. She loved the way he held her and made her feel safe, but she adored how great he made her feel when they made love.

Like now, he kissed her as he pushed into her one last time before they both reached their climax, after a minute to get their breaths back, she pulled him closer to her and kissed him again. "Love you." She told him.

"Love you more." He replied.

"Mommy it's breakfast time!" They both heard Mia shout up from downstairs.

They both just laughed. "At least she has good timing." Jim said. Olivia laughed and nodded in agreement. "I'm gonna go jump in the shower." He told her.

"Well after I've put Mia's breakfast out, I might come join you." She told him with a sly smile.

"In that case make it a great big bowl of cereal and make her some toast and pop tarts too, so we can get back to work in the shower." Jim said suggestively.

"What do you mean get back to work?" She asked him as he threw the blankets back off them and sat up before he helped her to sit up too. "Working on a baby?" She asked him.

"No, retiling the shower cubicle…yes making a baby Livvie." He said, using his own name for her, she hated it but she would never tell him.

"You were being serious?" She asked him.

"Of course I was. Olivia I want six kids with you, if not more." He said.

"Ouch." She laughed.

"It'll be fun seeing you with a pregnant belly again and sexy as hell knowing I did it to you." He said as he began kissing her tummy. She just smiled and ran her fingers through his hair.

"Momma!" Mia said, standing in the doorway with Jess by her feet. "Can you pweas make me some breakfast?" She said holding her hands together like she was saying a prayer.

"Yes baby, if you go put some slippers on." She said, using the absence as a chance to put some underwear back on. As Mia ran off she sat on the edge of the bed and grabbed the nearest thing, that just happened to be Jim's boxer shorts. She quickly put them on fixing her shirt back down.

Mia ran in and jumped up into her arms. Olivia caught her and gave her a big hug. "What cereal do you want?" She asked her as she carried her out of the room.

"Cheerio's" She shouted excitedly.

Jim watched as they both walked downstairs. Once they were out of sight he rolled over and picked up the phone then dialed a number and waited for someone to answer. "Hello." He heard.

"Mattie I hope you have good news for me. The operation was it successful" He asked.

"Yep we infiltrated the building and wiped em all out. I knew those people liked to reproduce but my god the place was littered with kids and screaming mothers asking us not to kill their children." Mattie said enthusiastically. "They then begged us not to do em…hilarious…" He said.

Jim just smiled and shook his head. "Yea well my sources have told me we got some more witnesses in hiding." He told Mattie.

"Great I was getting bored. Where are we going buddy?"

"To sunny Mexico my friend..." Jim said.

"So, are you coming along for this one?" Mattie asked him.

"I wouldn't miss it for the world." Jim said with a sickening smile…

TBC

The next part will be straight up, please keep reading, it gets better…