It's 3 am. I should be home in my bed, asleep. But instead, I'm here. I have never felt like this before, the pain ripping through every part of my body. Sam is next to me holding my hand, looking into my eyes, telling me to be strong.
The ambulance races through the streets, I can hear the sirens, and see the lights, I just pray we make it to the hospital in time. The pain is unbearable now. I start screaming, it just hurts….everywhere. I just want it to stop.
We're at the hospital, the nurses and doctor rush me inside.
"Just breathe Andy, just breathe", Sam is yelling at me. I'm squeezing his hand, I can't let go, I need him, and only he can get me through this.
They start ripping off my uniform, attaching me to monitors, I look at Sam, he gently wipes the layer of sweat off my forehead.
"I love you Sam", more tears roll down my face. I scream again, as another wave of pain grips my body.
People are running everywhere, looking at my monitors, trying to talk to me, but I can only hear Sam, and my laboured breaths. I try to focus on breathing, in and out, in and out.
I know everyone from the station should be here, in the waiting room, waiting to hear about me. I think about Traci, and how she felt, which gives me some encouragement.
"I can't do this much longer" I scream at Sam. He squeezes my hand in reassurance. Which gives me some strength. And then it hits me, this is all his fault, I wouldn't be here, if it wasn't for him.
I grab his shoulder "This is all your fault" I yell at him. He just looks at me stunned, wipes away my tears, leans in and kisses me.
The doctor starts talking, I'm not really listening, but my body reacts, as more pain hits.
I feel like its been hours, its hard to focus on anything now. I'm engulfed in more pain, I feel like I'm about to burst. Then it all stops.
There's no more pain, I'm just tingling.
I start to shake.
Relief washes over me.
Its over.
My breathing slows.
I look into Sam's eyes.
I smile. "I love you".
I close my eyes.
I can hear someone crying. But I am so tired.
There's a pressure on my chest.
I'm happy.
I feel Sam, lean down and whisper in my ear "It's a boy".
I smile and start sobbing with tears of joy this time.
Well this is my first RB fanfic, I don't write...ever. But this idea cam to me last night, and I thought it would be fun to put up here. Let me know what you think. Thanks :)
