"She Ain't You"
She's got your hair
She's got your eyes
She's got your exact same horoscope sign
She may be pretty
She's something new
But that means nothing
She ain't you
You picked her up at a bar
You choose the one that looked most similar to her
She's tall, pretty, and a brunette
You take her home
As you take off her clothes, you pretend that it was her in front of you.
You close your eyes when you kiss her
Your eyes remain closed you made love to her
Each thrust she responded with a moan. You pretend it was her voice that was moaning your name with pleasure
And when she comes, you pretend that it was her screaming your name.
You are too afraid to open your eyes
Because you know, the moment you do, reality will hit you.
You notice that her eyes aren't as round as hers
Her lips are not the same as hers.
Her voice isn't as sweet as hers
And she is not as beautiful as her.
She is not Samantha Groves. The woman you fell in love with the moment you laid eyes on her.
The moment you saw the face who rescued you.
This woman who is so intelligent that it was almost unreal that a woman this beautiful could be so smart with computers. She is smarter than you. And you don't mind it at all. She was the hacker that you have admired. She is famous amongst all hackers but you never pictured that she would be this enchanting.
She is almost like an angel. Her beauty ethereal, her smile leaves you breathless.
She is perfect in every way.
But she does not belong to you. She never will.
It's not your lips that kisses every inch of her body.
It's not your name that she moans in throes of passion.
And when she comes it is not your name she calls out.
It's Sameen Shaw.
She belongs to Sameen Shaw. Her heart and body belongs to only one. Sameen Shaw.
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