A/N Hi guys, I'm back after a long 2 years off fanfiction and wow so much has happened in that time. This time instead of writing a BTR fanfic I'm going to write a Criminal Minds one, seeing that I am now obsessed with the show and its characters so I hope you enjoy reading this, hopefully my writing will have improved in 2 years but if you want to check out my other stories go ahead. My criminal minds Instagram account is demijeidly so go follow me if you want to if you have any ideas for my story or anything/anyone you wanna see more or less of either PM on here or DM on Instagram. I have no idea how long this story will be ..I guess I'll keep writing until I can't think of anymore ideas, so hope you enjoy this. Sorry about the long authors note..they'll be shorter in the future. Also in the story JJ is not with Will and Henry doesn't exist.

Disclaimer- I do not own Criminal Minds, unfortunately..if I did JJ and Reid would have been a couple back in season one..however I do own the character which have never appeared on the show aha

JJ POV

"JJ, we're going in half an hour!" I heard Spencer shout from the other side of the door. We had just finished a case, 3 child abductions and the ending was not good, on the way back from the crime scene with the third dead child lying in it, nobody spoke. There were good days and bad days and that was definitely one of the bad days. Three mothers lost their 4 year old boys. When we arrived back at the hotel, everyone went their separate ways; it was one of those cases that is going to remain with us all for a very long time.

"I'm coming Spencer," I made my way to the door to let him in. "Hey Spence,"

"Jayje, are you ok?" he engulfed me in a big hug.

"Yeah Spence, I will be..it just kinda sucks how we caught the guy too late, I mean..we could have saved the boy," silent tears slid down my face, I tried to wipe them before Spencer saw but he beat me to it.

"JJ, it's ok to lose it once in a while, you don't need to hide your emotions all the time." That was the trigger, his voice was so soft, more tears started to fall and I couldn't stop them. " Aw, JJ, come here." Spencer pulled me into his arms and guided me over to the bed where he sat down beside me, he held me while I cried. I must have fallen asleep in Spencer's arms because he woke me up gently telling me we had to go.

"Thanks Spence," I felt so safe in Spencer's arms, it almost felt as if I belonged there, that is was where I felt safe and protected.

"Anytime Jayje, come on, we have 10 minutes to get down to the lobby." He got off the bed and pulled me up gently. I wanted him to sit back on the bed so he could hold me more, I wanted to lay down with him and cuddle him. Shit, why am I thinking of my best friend like that, it's so wrong to be having these fantasies. "Jayje, everything packed?" he ushered to my bag, I shook my head and ran to the bathroom collecting my toothbrush and hairbrush, I ran back to where Spencer was standing and put the last to items into my bag.

"All ready, thanks for everything Spence," I reached up and gave him a hug and kissed his cheek, we were standing so close, my heart beating, this is it, I leaned up again and gave his lips a quick peck and quickly pulled away, for a minute Spencer looked shocked, almost as if he couldn't comprehend what was happening. "Shit, Spence I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that." I could feel my cheeks burning up.

"Shush JJ," He came closer and returned my kiss, I threw my hands around his neck and he put both his hands around my waist, I opened my mouth and his tongue entered, almost as if he was exploring. However, he pulled back abruptly, "We should go JJ, they'll be looking for us soon. "

My face went red, "Wait, what? You didn't like it?" I was hurt by the rejection but tried not to show it.

"No JJ, that's not it at all, but we'll talk when we get back to Virginia ok?" he leaned down and gave me a quick peck as he rushed out the room.

"Ok. Sure!" I called after him. I seriously hope this hasn't ruined our friendship. I grabbed my bag and my jacket and headed to the jet.

a/n yeh I know this was very short but I don't want to write a lot if nobody is liking my style so please review…it would make my night, week, whatever ;) I will update the story if I get 5 reviews, so the sooner I get them the sooner I will update..speak to you lot soon I hope!