A/N: I wanted to do a one shot with the Doctor and the internal conflict that he has fighting off the living sun that was found in 42. This might become more later on, but I liked the way this turned out. Hope you enjoy. Please R/R.
The Sun and the Time Lord
I fear the rage, the burning rage, which is my own, combined with the rage of a living sun. She feels the burning of suns within me. We match each other well. Suns burn worlds, I burned my world. I have caused many to feel my wrath. Her power is strong within me.
Burn with me… become part of me Time Lord. You are the destroyer and together we will burn all who stand in our way.
No, I scream inside my head, I won't let you. I know the humans have done wrong, but this is not the way. I can help you. There are other ways.
No, Time Lord I am a sun. I burn. That is the only way. It is the only way that I have. Now burn with me… let your anger and mine combine. You have the sun within your being. I know your soul as you know mine, we will both burn bright, why deny it?
Because, I will die and become something I fear. I am a Time Lord, I can see what will happen if I let you have your way. This ship will die, and then the whole of creation will burn with fire. No. I will fight you. I have already seen one world burn; I can not let this happen. I'd rather die completely and force myself not to regenerate at all. Yet I know, that if my body regenerates, it will regenerate even if I like it or not. No. I will not let you win. The sun is angry; she does not like my answer. My whole body suddenly burns even more. I feel as though I will combust into flame. I scream. I feel the fire, eating me alive….