DISCLAIMER: I do not own CCS. But I do own this fic. Reviews, ne? :P

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Suicide Note

On top of the table, somewhere in my house
Lies my special little secret
Addicted to alcohol, ignoring my spouse
I fear I can no longer keep it

Remind to find my suicide note
Put a gun to my head and a hole in my throat
Help me slit my wrists to obtain perfection
Don't bother with your love; I feel only rejection

I find myself caring less and less each day
My wife says she'll leave me if there's no other way
Solving my problems are becoming too hard
I wish someone would shoot me and bury me in the yard
Don't worry, my angel
You'll soon have nothing left to guard

Remind me to find my suicide note
Put a gun to my head and a hole in my throat
Help me slit my wrists to obtain perfection
Don't bother with your love, I feel only rejection

The voices in my head won't leave me alone
They say they like me better when I'm blasted or stoned
As my wife screams, all red in the face
She gives up, turns around, and packs her suitcase
Then she grabs our child, our two year old son
I guess she figured that she's just about done
She gives me this look, then tells me to say good-bye
I glare right back and then I ask why
She says 'It's over, it's gone, and we're through'
I say 'Fine then, just leave, because I don't need you'

Remind to find my suicide note
Put a gun to my head and a hole in my throat
Help me slit my wrists to obtain perfection
Don't bother with your love, I feel only rejection

My wife has left me, my child disappeared
But now the message is becoming more clear
To my friends and my family, I would bid them good-bye
But I know they won't listen, so I won't even try

The voices come get me, they lead me to my room
They tell me I'll be in a better place soon
So I read over my note, and I grab my gun
I just can't wait 'til all's said and done
I take my last breath and pull the trigger
Bang, I'm dead
Who would've figured

Thank you for finding my suicide note
Put a gun to my head and a hole in my throat
Slit my wrists to obtain perfection
Don't bother with your love, I'm going to Heaven

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Well, it's been a long time guys. I have updated, wee!! :)) And yeah, it's been 2 years since I had updated here... I really missed ffnet! So yeah, enough with my babble and please make me a review.. Arigatou Gozaimasu! :)) Ja' Ne!