As Sai looked out of the window in Sasuke's room, he sighed to himself, " He will never love me." He watched as Sasuke looked intently into Naruto's eyes. "He will always choose him," Sai thought.
"Naruto, you know Orochimaru won't let this go.. He will keep using me until I die. There is nothing we can do. I don't want you to get hurt. You are my responsibility." Sasuke explained to Naruto.
"Sasuke, why can't you let me help you. I can protect you. Stop seeing him. You have me, am I not enough. Can't you just be happy with this. You said Orochimaru let you walk out and he didn't stop you. Why do you have to go back? Don't keep giving your body to him!" Naruto started to feel a lump in his throat. He forced it back down telling himself that he needed to be strong in front of Sasuke.
Sai sat back down as he saw Naruto walk off and Sasuke turn back toward the Uchiha mansion. Sasuke walked into the room and sighed as he saw Sai. "Not right now, Sai."
"Sasuke, is there anything I can do for you?" "No, there isn't. This isn't your problem." "It is! I love you, Sasuke. I know you will never say it back to me but that won't stop me from saying it to you every day." Sasuke grunted and Sai heard the bathroom door slam shut. ' Is he going to cut himself again?' Sai asked himself. Sasuke has been cutting more and more since Naruto asked to be just friends. 'SNCHHHHH' Sai listened intently as he heard Sasuke sniff the white powder. Sasuke was trying so hard to quit but his emotions kept getting the better of him. He wasn't going to go to Orochimaru, he just needed something to calm him. As he felt his high, he breathed a sigh of relief and stepped back into the large bedroom.
Sai saw Sasuke walk out of the bathroom and new that he had snorted the white powder that made Sasuke less offensive.
He swayed over to where Sasuke was sitting on the edge of the bed and began to stroke Sasuke's thigh. Sasuke sighed knowing what Sai wanted and he didn't care anymore. He yanked Sai off the ground and threw him on the bed. As he began to unbuckle Sai's pants he kept thinking of Naruto. Imaging Naruto under him, he let out a soft and low moan.
Sai began to yank at Sasuke's hair bringing Sasuke out of his thoughts. Sai slid down and began to unbuckle Sasuke's pants. Lowering his head, Sai began to lick down Sasuke's chest. He continued down until he reached Sasuke's manhood. He began to stroke it softly. He licked the tip and watched as it twitched. Sasuke let out a small moan as Sai took Sasuke whole. Up and down Sai went on and on on Sasuke's lower region. Sasuke didn't care anymore, it was like when he was with Orochimaru. 'Just give Sai what he wants and then he will leave you alone for a while.' Sasuke thought to himself. Sasuke began to pant as he felt the feeling in his stomach. As he began to see white, he felt Sai take his mouth off of his manhood. Sai laid down on the bed and looked at Sasuke "I want you to cum inside of me." Sasuke needing a release stood up and held Sai's hips as he pushed into the unprepared hole. He began to thrust forcefully in and out as Sai began to scream Sasuke's name. "Unhh. Sasuke.. H-harder. Please." Sasuke grabbed Sai's member and began to pump furiously. He felt his climax coming. Sai was screaming as he began to see white. Sai came all over the bed screaming out Sasuke's name. As Sasuke felt Sai's walls tightening he thrusted twice more and came in Sa with a grunti. Panting, he pulled out and walked back to the bathroom.
Sai thought groggily as sleep began to take him, "He will never choose me."
Sasuke turned on the water and stepped in when he warmed up. He thought about Naruto and what they used to do when they were a couple. How good the sex felt. How happy Naruto made him feel. With Naruto, it had meaning. Now, it was because Sasuke didn't care. He was used to people using him and that was his norm now. He sighed quietly as he stood under the warm water running down his back thinking about the great times Naruto and he had. Naruto still cared about him, but not the way he used to. Sasuke knew it was his fault. He should have told Naruto about Orochimaru. At least Naruto was talking to Sasuke, but Sasuke wanted Naruto to love him again...
Thanks for reading. Please rate and review. This is my first story and first lemon.