Title : Ai no Marionette
Summary : I always knew that Life is only a game. And Love is just the same. We play it, live in it, but we don't and can't control it. We're just marionettes waiting to be played. [poem]
Notes : Imagine this written by Ruki, after his heart got broken to a million pieces by Uruha… I know I make Uruha sound evil, he's my fav actually, but I can't find another character for this!! Ruki's just so excellently emo for this poem and I just love this pairing, they belong to each other!! Oh and yeah, I've taken a phrase from LEECH for this poem, it fitted so well =)
Ai no Marionette
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It's raining
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Inside and outside
But still
It's so quiet
I can't even hear my mind
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Everyone's trying to find
Refuge, shelter, protection, comfort
Leaving me here
All alone
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Dwelling in a rain of my own
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It's so lonely here
In my room
In my heart
In my mind and soul
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Maybe…
Because…
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Everywhere I turn
I never seem to find you
But every time I close my eyes
I can't get my mind off of you
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I've lost you
You've left me
Loneliness
Is all that remains
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Where will I go?
I've no light to guide me…
Where did I go wrong?
I see no path of return
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Am I just a toy?
Am I nothing more?
Did you leave for both of us?
Or did you go because you were bored?
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Tell me… Was it real?
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Those words of affection you've whispered to me?
Those acts of love we've committed together?
Those last words you yelled at me before running out of that door?
Then what did my feelings mean to you?
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Why did you let me
Have you, own you
To then just turn
And run away?
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Did you have to leave me this way?
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But why
Do I still leave the door unlocked
Hoping
That you'd come back?
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Why
Do I wake up in the morning to turn and hope
While I know
You're never going to be there anymore?
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Please
Don't leave me alone
Please
Come back to my arms
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Without you
I'm just a puppet
A lifeless marionette enslaved
By a lifeless love
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Did you know?
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I'm addicted to you
To you and your love
To you and the way you are
To you and the way you broke my heart
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It's hard.
It's painful.
It's lonely.
It's sad.
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It's you.
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