Ch. 1 Love me.
"Oh, come on Edward! I've agreed to marry you and that's a big step, right after high school. Can't you do this one thing for me?" I whined.
Edward looked at me from across the meadow. "We have had this conversation. What, five times, today?" He started to walk towards me. "And the answer I have given you from the very beginning is no. Why can't you understand? I can break you. Remember the first night, the flower I crushed? I couldn't live with myself if I killed you." The last sentence was a whisper. I placed my hand upon his cold cheek and he covered it with his own hand.
"You won't hurt me! You can't!" I looked in to his burning topaz eyes.
"I won't do this. I want you to have a human life until AFTER we're married." Emphisizing on "after".
"This is a part of my human life I want to endure", I said, hoping he would waver. To seal the deal I reached up and pulled him in to a passionate kiss. My hands tangled in his bronzed hair, his hands were half-way up my shirt when he pulled away.
"If you get hurt, I'm going to Italy. I can't stand life with out you again." then he nuzzled his face in to the crook of my neck. "Yes", I screamed inside my head. He started to pull my shirt over my head and I glanced at his eyes. They were fine, dark from lust. He hunted yesterday. That's why I miss him so much. To only have him in my presence made the hole go away in my chest. I notched that I was completely nude and Edward was pulling down silk, black boxers. There he was in all his glory, sparkling like dimond dust in the middle of our meadow.
"Are you ready?", he asked. I was breathless to him. I was like an insignificant bug; but him... everything was enhanced. I nodded. He walked over to me and layed me down on the soft flowers.
"Are you sure?", he asked. Lust, love, and compassion was shown in his eyes.
"Yes, my Edward.", I felt a fire start in the middle of my body. He gently spread my legs and move up slightly.
He looked at me, and I nodded for him to continue. I felt him move himself to me and I started to cry. He froze.
"Keep going its normal." He nodded and proceeded. At first it hurt so bad, like I was being ripped appart, then it started to get enjoyable. I panted ferociously. Edward captured my mouth almost every time I moaned. A growing noise was coming from his chest. I ran my hand up and down his well toned abs and the growling rose in his chest. I took that as he liked it. My body starting convulsing, tightening around him. I couldn't breathe, I dug my nails in his back. He stiffened inside of me as our hips rocked harder and faster and completely in sync. I felt it coming, my climax. I knew he was close by the growling had rose in to his throat. Edward looked at me and with one last thrust I closed my eyes and screamed in pleasure. Edward roared, his body shaking as he filled me. Finally we both were done, Edward collapsed on me grabbing my breasts, giving them both a treatment. I moaned.
"Bella, I love you.", He said rolling off and laying right beside me.
"I love you more, thank you", I got up and put my clothes on. Edward helped me into them. He made putting clothes on very sexy.
"What do you want to do now?" he asked flinging me on to his back.
"I don't know. Let's go to your house. I'm sure they are waiting", I said and blushed. I noticed Edward grimmace.
Alice must of saw what went on and met me on the porch bouncing up and down. The very sight of her made me blush, knowing she saw everything.
"Are you okay? Do you hurt?", said Alice. Concern flashed threw her eyes.
"Alice, can I put her down before you ask the questions?" Edward asked, putting me in the grip of Alice.
"Eddie!", Emmit yelled as Edward walked through the door. The look on Edward's face was a mix of a grimmace and hate.
"Do you have to say that?", moaned Edward.
Alice and I laughed. We went up to her room and locked the door. Alice sat up straight on her bed, her eyes misted over. Something was happening. She finally relaxed and looked at me. A huge smile spread across her face.
"Bella, you're pregnant!!!!" she yelled in happiness.