Hey! I decided to write an one-shot about Gohan. It is how Gohan felt 2 months after the Cell Games. It is also based on the song "Failure" by Breaking Benjamin. It's kinda lame.
Enjoy.
Two months have passed since the Cell Games and Gohan was locked in his wasn't coming out of there. He always left to train early in the morning and came back at afternoon. Then he never left his room. Chichi was worried sick about him. She couldn't telll him. Not now. It would tear him apart to know that he was going to be a big brother. Yes, Chichi was pregnant with twins.
Gohan as always left around 5 a.m. to train. He couldn't take it anymore. He was a failure. That's what he kept telling himself.
Life will come our way,
It has only just begun.
The world will die alone
The frail will fall below.
He went to his usual training spot and started training.
"AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGG" he yelled trying to bring his full power out. But he couldn't.
'I'm a failure' he told himself. 'I can't even bring my full power out. No wonder dad stayed in the Otherworld. He was ashamed of me. Of the failure I am'
Time will take our place.
We return it back to one
The calm before the cold,
The long and lonely road.
Look for the light that leads me home.
Gohan was exausted. He had been training for 8 hours straight. He hadn't taken a single break. He hadn't eaten all day. He tried powering up again. He had lost so much power that he fell down.
"I need to be strong. For mom. For my unborn siblings. For dad to be proud of his son." Gohan told himself. He knew about his mother being pregnant. That was the main reason he was doing it. For his unborn siblings and even Trunks. For them not to have to fight. For them not to have the same childhood with him.
Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Failure.
Sudenelly he heard a familiar voice from the sky.
"Son, what are you doing?"the voice said.
"D-dad?" Gohan asked.
"No it's Santa Claus" Goku's voice said sarcatically.
"D-dad whe-where are you?" Gohan asked full of tears.
"Gohan, I am at the Otherworld. You don't have to beat yourself up. Is wasn't your fault I died. I had to. In the Mirai timeline I died of the heart virus. Since Mirai Trunks changed our future and I din't die of the heart virus, I died fighting Cell.I am proud of you son. Take care of our mother and siblings. You're not a failure." Goku's voice was heard to say.
Drive the cloud away,
We will fall from last to none.
The dark before the dawn,
The world will carry on.
Look for the light that leads me home.
Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Tired of wasted breath, tired of nothing left.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Failure.
He finally understood. His father was proud of him. He wasn't a failure. Not anymore. He smiled and flew home.
Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Tired of wasted breath, tired of nothing left.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
We bury the sunlight (Failure), we bury the sunlight (Failure).
Failure! Failure.
We bury the sunlight (Failure), we bury the sunlight (Failure).
Failure! Failure.
Failure.
That was all for today.
Chibi E-chan4