We both sat round the table, smiling, laughing, the start of a happy family we always wanted. Holding Finnicks hand under the table made me realize how much I loved him, his eyes looked deep into mine he leaned in and kissed me. I felt the force of our lips pressing into each others and that's the last time I remember kissing him.
It's been a difficult time, I've had to stay calm and collected for Finnick Jr. Sometimes I swear I see Finnick walking around the house, playing with the baby.
It was a snowy day,I took Finnick Jr out to play in the snow with Katniss and Peeta's children. I just sat on an deep snow covered bench, not bothering about the coldness. I hugged my arms around my body to keep myself warm, my head tilted and I felt a grin creep on my face. My first real smile. I felt so lucky to at least have a part of Finnick in our lovely little boy, he's the spitting image of his father.
I imagine what life would be like with Finnick here, whether we would have called our boy Finnick Jr. We never cleared up a name before he...
I could be happier, I know I could. I've never really felt real happiness before, only partly when I was with Finnick and I feel the same now I, We, have Finnick Jr.
All this thinking I didn't realize that Finnick Jr was tugging on my leg, asking me to come and play. Peeta and Kitniss gave me a reassuring look and waved me over. I kneeled down in the snow, rolling the soft white flakes into one big ball. I remember the time when Finnick and I did the same thing.
When we was little out in the snow by the lake, the beach would be covered in snow. We met everyday, joking, having fun, the innocence of our childhood was so pure. I fell back into the frozen over lake. We both heard the crack and my eyes started to well up. He sweetly told me, 'Annie, just don't move. I'm coming to get you.'
He used his knowledge and stepped lightly but with a full foot over the ice. He wrapped a rope around my waist and pulled me back to the edge. The first time he saved my life.
He did all these things for me, he took care of me. There's just things I wish we wouldve done, couldve said. I miss him.
Finnick I will always, ALWAYS, remember you.