Chapter One

There is swearing and some violence in thios story just be warned also the story takes place during season six in case you haven't been watchin Lex and Lana are together and Lana is pregnant with Lex's baby. That is about all you need to know. I love Chlex!!!

Lex heard footsteps coming towards his office door he knew who it would be. He went over to greet her at the door. When Lana entered she looked angry and she looked like she had been crying.

"Lana what is wrong?"

"I can't stay here anymore Lex, I can't be with you."

"Why not?"

"Because Lex you hide everything from me you don't tell me the truth half the time and after Clark I didn't want another relationship like that and you knew that."

"Lana what about the baby?"

"You stay the hell away from me and the baby."

"Why the baby is still mine."

"The baby doesn't need a father like you."

"I can fight you for custody."

"Lex you know how you are do you really think bringing a baby into your world is going to help?"

"What are you implying?"

"That you aren't going to be a good father or a good husband so as to your marriage proposal I don't want to marry you I want out."

"Then leave Lana no one is stopping you. It was your choice to come here but don't take our child away from me."

"I have to Lex my bags are in the car I am leaving and please don't come to see me or the baby stay out of our lives."

"Lana please."

"Goodbye Lex."

Lana ran out of the room. Lex just stared blankly he couldn't believe what had just happened the family he thought he was going to have was gone. He couldn't take the baby away from Lana and he knew she was right he wouldn't make a good father or a good husband. Lex went over to his bar and poured a glass of scotch into a glass. He picked it up and chugged it. The scotch was easing the pain just as it always did. Lex heard footsteps and he turned to his office door.

"Sir Miss. Sullivan is here she said you were expecting her."

'Of course I forgot Chloe asked me for a stupid interview what a great day to do one.'

"Yes I was."

Chloe stared at Lex and then the security guard left them.

"Is something wrong Lex should I come back at another time?"

"No lets just get this over with come take a seat."

Lex sat behind his desk and Chloe went over and sat in the chair across from him.

"You sure you don't want to do this another time?"

"Chloe just ask the damn questions!"

"Alright sorry Lex I didn't mean to make you mad. So first question are you starting Lex Corp back up again?"

"No. Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure."

"Do you think of my as a horrible person?"

"No you have made the wrong choices and chosen the wrong paths but you aren't horrible Lex."

"That sounds pretty horrible to me."

"Lex you can still turn yourself around it isn't too late."

"Yes it is I lost everything that had any importance to me at all."

"What do you mean?"

"Lana left she doesn't want me to be near her or the baby."

"So you are just going to let her leave and you don't care that she is taken the baby away from you."

"No I am just going to be a horrible father anyway so keeping the baby away from me can't hurt anything."

"Lex you can't dwell on the things your father did to you. You would never treat your own child like he treated you."

"Obviously Lana doesn't think so and I am done with trying."

"Lex it is still your child you have to be there for it."

"I have nothing left Chloe so raising a child wouldn't be good for me or the baby."

"What do you mean you have nothing left?"

"I lost Clark as my friend. You and I can't have a decent conversation without arguing and then we hate each other. Lana left me because I am a lying deceiving son of a bitch. My mom died my little brother died all the people I have ever cared about are gone"

"Lex it seems to me you need some time to get over all this I will come back for the interview tomorrow."

"Whatever."

"Fine see you tomorrow Lex."

Chloe got up from her chair and left. Lex needed time to figure things out and that was what Chloe was going to give him.

Chloe came back the next day the security guard let her in knowing Lex had wanted to see her today. Chloe went into Lex's office and there was no one there. She went up into his study which she knew was right by his room. There was no one in the study so she went to the door that led to his room. She knocked on it.

"Lex are you in there?"

Chloe didn't hear anything so she turned the knob and went in. When she entered Lex's room she heard the water running in the bathroom. She went to the bathroom door that was adjacent to his room and it was open. She saw Lex standing in front of the mirror over the sink looking at him self. He was holding a bottle of pills and his wrists were cut.

"Lex stop."

Chloe said as she went over to him she grabbed the bottle of pills from his hand and threw them into the toilet she flushed them.

"Did you take any of them?"

"No."

"Lex why are you doing this to yourself?"

"Because no one loves me Chloe no one will ever love me."

"Lex please just stop you are drunk and you don't know what you are doing."

Chloe could smell the alcohol when Lex opened his mouth and talked and he was staggering.

"I do to know what I am doing I am killing myself the world will be a much better place without Lex Luthor in it."

"Lex that isn't true and you know it."

"Why who is going to care if I die?"

"Lots of people will Lex."

"No they will only pretend they care my father will be glad I am dead then he can have Luthor Corp all he cares about is the money."

"Lex you don't want to kill yourself."

"How do you know?"

Lex turned towards Chloe huge bags were under his eyes they were red underneath and he looked like he did when he had gone crazy.

"Lex why don't you just sit down lets talk about this."

"Don't you see there is nothing to talk about Chloe I want to die trust me I want to make the world better and the only way to do that is to get rid of the one person who is making it evil."

"Lex you don't have to be this way you can change."

"No Chloe I can't this is who I was raised to be."

Chloe went over to the sink and found a washcloth she wetted it and then went over to Lex she took his hands and cleaned off the blood.

"What are you doing?"

"Helping you Lex."

"Why?"

"Because no one else will. Now please sit down."

Lex sat down on the side of the tub. Chloe knelt in front of him she finished cleaning his wrists off. She went back over to the sink and washed out the blood on the washcloth. She got another one and came back kneeling before him again. She brought the washcloth up to his face and ran it over him.

"Now Lex do you really want to kill yourself?"

"No."

"Come on you should get some rest."

Chloe helped Lex over to his bed where she laid him down and covered him up he was like a little kid. Chloe stared at Lex his eyes were closing and soon he was fast asleep. While he slept Chloe bandaged his cuts and watched him sleep. She had found some Tylenol in the cabinet over the sink. She knew he would need them when he woke up. Getting as drunk as he did would probably give him a headache. Chloe noticed that his shirt was covered with blood too. So she unbuttoned his shirt and slid it off. She went into his drawers to find a new shirt she grabbed one and put it on him. Then she brought a chair over by his bed and watched him sleep. She couldn't leave him what if he decided to hurt himself again?