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This Won't Bring Back Tsuna
By Flamewater
I watched as Gokudera gulped down alcoholic beverage after another. I lost count of how much Vodka, Whiskey, Wine, Rum, Sake, and other liquor that he had downed.
"Gokudera, You know that drinking won't bring Tsuna back." I said gently and he flipped me off.
"Leave me alone." Gokudera snapped angrily to me and his words were slightly slurred. He had another shot of Vodka.
"What if this drinking becomes a habit? What if you won't be able to protect yourself?" I asked him firmly and he looked at me with dull eyes.
"Juudaime is no longer here." Gokudera commented simply before drinking a shot of rum and I frowned at him.
"So you want to die." I said in a serious voice and he gave me a vicious glare.
"Hell no. I do not want to die." Gokudera told me before laying on his stomach, he poured himself another shot of Vodka, and closed his eyes for a moment. "I'm not suicidal. Besides I plan on one way or another avenging, Juudaime. I got to be alive to do it. One way or another the Tenth will be br..."
I sighed to myself for he has once again left me wondering what the hell was going to be after the words 'Will be br', he downed the shot within seconds, and I lost track of time. He had more alcohol, his eyes were half-lidded, and no longer had a shirt on.
"You better not get yourself killed, Yamamoto." Gokudera told me softly, his words slurred, and he had another shot. "If you do get yourself killed than I won't forgive you."
I sat by him and he was still on his stomach. I closed my eyes, allowed myself to drift into thought, and heard Gokudera gulping down the alcohol.
"Are you done?" I asked calmly, but received only a hiccup along with a giggle and I looked down at him. His hair was a mess, he looked terrible, and there were no tears in his eyes. I have not ever seen Gokudera cry and I'm not sure if that is a good thing or not.
"Yes, I'm done." Gokudera managed to reply and he fell asleep on the floor, but I picked him up and put him onto the bed.
In the morning Gokudera left to visit the Tsuna's coffin and he always brought that suitcase with him for some reason.
After a while I have lost track of how many times this has happened.
Gokudera drinking, him waking up early without a hangover no matter what, him going to visit the Tsuna's coffin until nightfall, and then starts drinking again. After a couple of times I decided to just leave Gokudera alone and no longer bother him. I tried to help, but he keeps on pushing me away. I keep myself busy and I'm suppose to meet someone today. I find Tsuna and Gokudera, They are from the past.
Gokudera from the past blamed me for the death of 'Tsuna' and only I could say was 'Sorry'. I could tell that he was also upset with himself. I do not blame him for blaming me at all.
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Juudaime is Japanese for 10th.