After five years (two of which I couldn't log back in ) ive decided to redo this, give it a more flowing story line, its chaos. UTTER CHAOS, and I can do better. I know I can. Also whenever im writing I feel especially inspired writing when im listening to music, I also feel it inhances the story. So if you want a list of music I am listening to t go along with the story. Let me know
So here goes.
This story will start out sad, and funny but it has a good ending I promise!
So please enjoy.
DISCLAIMER. Don't own it…::sigh:: I wish I did though…::tear::
She ran through the forest crying her tears burned the bleeding gash on her cheek.
She could remember it all so clearly.
The pain….
The tears….
The anger and hatred…..
Her words, his actions….
The blood and anguish…. His actions. . Her words, it was her words that led to his actions. The words she spoke were bitter hurtful, and in the end there was only pain; for both of them.
::Flashback::
It was a cold winter day, as Kagome pulled herself out of the well; she looked around and the earth was covered in powdery snow. The tree's glistened with snowy caps, it was beautiful; but still cold.
Kagome shivered as she flicked the collar of her fleece jacket upright. Her light blue shirt wasn't all that warm underneath the jacket, and she was thankful that she decided to bring the red scarf with her after all. She opted out of her traditional school girl skirt, in exchange for a pair of much warmer blue jeans.
She walked through the forest towards the village, she was so happy, she couldn't wait to see Inuyasha. She had been gone for two weeks to finish up with school before Christmas vacation. Inuyasha didn't make too much of a big deal out of it. After she sat him like 10 times. But that didn't matter now, she was back and she couldn't wait to see everyone. Her happiness reached an abrupt halt as she came across inuyasha standing with in his arms Kikyou.
"Never leave me Inuyasha" . . . she said in a cold lifeless voice. "Promise me, promise me you will not leave me. we are ment to be together.."
Inuyasha hesitated before he answered with a nod. "I will never leave you." He said softly.
Her heart was aching, as she watched Inuyasha lean forward and kiss the clay preistess.
Tears began to fall from her eyes, but she could only stand there as she watched him kiss her. She bit her lip trying to fight back the urge to sob and scream out.
Inuyasha caught the scent of salt, and he knew kagome was watching them, he broke the kiss,and glanced over to her standing there with tears rolling down her cheeks.
Kagome turned and walk away when Inuyasha looked at her, she walked back to the well and waited sitting on the lip of the well, crying.
Inuyasha came to the clearing where kagome was sitting, she looked up and saw him looking at the ground, he couldn't look at her, he couldn't know how much pain she was in because of him. Even though he could smell it, he didn't want to see it, his heart was already broken enough.
"So, she gone?" Kagome asked as she wiped away her tears. He didn't say anything, he only nodded.
"Good, than I can make my way back to the village without having my heart ripped out….again"
Her words made him flinch, and he looked up at her for only a brief moment, their eyes met and he instantly regretted ever being brave enough to look at her. Kagome broke the stare as she stood up, throwing her backpack over her shoulders and walking away, leaving Inuyasha standing there.
His words and actions always seemed to hurt her, he knew that and he hated hurting her, he hated seeing her cry, but he could never be with her, because he was afraid, afraid of loosing her, like he lost all the others he loved in his life. His mother, Kikyou, granted it was only two people, but loosing one is too much especially for someone who grew up alone, and hated.
She was mad at him he knew it, everyone knew it. She refused to talk to him. He asked her a question and got no answer. She just sat in the hut staring at the fire.
His impatience was beginning to get the better of him.
Everyone knew something was wrong, but no one dared say a word when Kagome was this upset.
Luckily shippo was out playing with some of the village children, he wouldn't have to bear witness to upcoming events.
Inuyasha finally snapped at the uncomfortable silence of the hut.
"Kagome, what the hell is your problem!" He said agitatedly.
She looked up from the fire and shook her head and in a stoic manner replied. "Nothing, Inuyasha."
Now, she was lieing to him. .
"ughh, Tell me!"
She stood up and began to put her coat on but stopped.
"Its nothing, okay; I guess im just trying to figure out if being a half demon clouds your mind, cause you obviously don't see that the woman you hold so dearly to your heart isn't the one you held in the forest..
Inuyasha stood up and growled at kagome. "you don't know what your talking about, woman!" He yelled
She shook her head and mumbled under her breathe. "Then why are you so defensive."
He growled again..
Kagome brushed it off. "Im going home."
"Kagome….." He gritted out angrily.
Miroku and Sango and Kaede just sat by the fire watching the fight.
"Kagome-sama is really upset." Miroku said.
"Yes I've never seen her yell at him like this." Sango said.
"No you're not!" Inuyasha yelled.
"watch me.." she stood her ground defiantly
He jumped back up to his feet once the spell wore off.
"Oi, your just jealous!"
"Jealous! Jealous of what Inuyasha a lump of clay! No I' am not jealous I'm just mad that you go back and forth between the two of us. You say you need me in your life, but when she comes around you drop me like last week's ramen. Then when she's gone your back in my life and acting like nothing ever happened! AND IM SUCH A BAKA THAT I ALWAYS LET YOU GET AWY WITH IT! But not this time damn it, I'm sick of it!"
"What do you need to figure it out Inuyasha she's gone . . . okay do you get it shes dead!"
"Kagome shut up. . ." Inuyasha said with faux calmness
"I think he's starting to lose his patience." Miroku said
"What else is knew?" Sango said.
Kagome ignored Inuyasha and kept on going.
"She just a shell of her former self, she's never coming back…."
"KAGOME THAT'S ENOUGH!" he yelled.
Miroku and Sango stood up getting ready to intervene, but Kaede told them to wait.
"YOU DON'T EVEN GET IT DO YOU she doesn't love you Inuyasha she just wants to take you to hell with her! She wants you to suffer for something you're not responsible for!"
"BITCH I SAID SHUT UP!" Inuyasha yelled as his hand slapped her hard across her face, sending her crashing to the floor.
Miroku and Sango rushed to Kagome side to help her.
She sat up slowly turned her head and revealed four gashes running across her cheek
Inuyasha just stood there looking at his hand. He couldn't believe he had just done that to her.
She could feel the blood running down her face onto her chin.
She was shaking but she but she bit her lip, she wouldn't cry..
Sango brought a hand over towards her Kagome's face to try and inspect her wound, but Kagome smacked her hand away earning a gasp from Sango.
Kagome stood up and looked at Inuyasha who was standing looking at the gashes on her face wide eyes. He had an "oh my god I'm so sorry" look on his face.
But in her eyes there was only pain and anger.
"Kagome, I- "
She pushed herself passed him and went to run outside, but she felt a hand grab her by the arm and pull her back around to face Inuyasha.
"Take your damned hands off of me halfbreed ! "she screamed as she hit him and slapped him weakly against the chest.
As her hand came to hit him again she grabbed a hold of the prayer beads around Inuyasha's neck pulling her arm the beads around his neck snapped and beads fell to the ground and scattered across the floor
Inuyasha was in shock, but she contined hitting him weakly.
"Let me go inuyasha, your hurting me!" She half screamed and sobbed.
He noticed how hard he was squeezing her arm and how his claws had once again pierced her creamy skin.
He realeased her abruptly as if he had been biten and she wasted no time escaping his prescence.
"Kagome wai—"
Inuyasha tried to run after her only to slip and fall on the scattered prayer beads on the floor.:: (end of flash back)
She kept on running, she didn't want to stop, she just wanted to be far away from him, and away from everyone else.
She ran passed the well, she couldn't go home, how would she explain the gash on her, still bleeding lightly; she tripped on a tree root and hit the ground with a hard cunching thud. Her bleeding cheek laid against the cold snow, turning the white ice pink as it melted against her face. she was tired, and now she was freezing cold, She shivered as a new batch of snow began to fall.
"So c-old." She said, as her eyes began to shut and exhaustion over took her will to stay awake.. snow continued to fall little by little covering her body.
Not much of a change… but better. Man I was bad.. can't believe ya'll liked this.