alright, so a few days ago i had this idea and now it's gotten to the point where... i need to this. so today, finally, i said to myself "fuck it! i'll shelf A Different Spin." which is my other story i've working on in case you didn't know. anyways this is sort of a 3-way song fic. it's all about loss. the songs were written by their singers about their parent enduring cancer and how they reacted to it. the songs are 3AM (Matchbox 20), Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own (U2), and Wake Me Up When September Ends (Green Day). all fantastic songs which i highly recomend. anyways, enjoy the story.


i walked up to the hospital room where my mother was in.

why on earth is this happening to her! i thought to myself.

"hey baby." she said as she laid eyes on me.

"hey mom." i said back, trying to smile.

she was doing a better job than i was.

"so Hugo, how've things been with Rachel?" she asked.

"um, we broke up yesterday, mom." i said awkwardly.

"oh no, that's awfull. what happened." she said painfully.

"well we-" i stopped midsentence and asked, "why are you so interested in what's going on with me? you're the one in the hospital bed, why are you so interested in my life?"

"because i'm your mother, it's my job to put you before myself." she said smiling, "silly boy." she added as she messed with my hair.

we talked a few hours. i looked over at the clock, it was 3AM!

"oh my God, mom, i gotta go. i'm late for class!" i kissed her good-bye and asked her to get some sleep.

"i will, but you know you don't have to go." she said hugging me.

"well, i'll see ya later." i said ignoring the latter statement.

i walked off and got to class at a local muggle college.

i was studying to become a muggle fantasy writer, so i could document my parents lives together and such.