A/N: I know very well this is not a proper fic. Heck, there is more words in A/N (and in part of stolen conversation from canon) than in my own text... I tought about writing a proper fic about the theme, but it totally bl... Well, lets's just say it didn't work out too well. But because the idea didn't want to leave my mind, I decided to write this, more like an inspiration to others than real fic. If you will take the challence, please review and tell it, so I know what to read :P
Maybe there is someone who can make things work out? I just got to love the idea, the Doctor being mad because of Untempered Schism. Mastermind, completly mad and, being mastermind, knowing it all. It is just TOO good stuff not to be done!
But as I painfully noticed, it is very, very difficult to write. Stupid Doc just can't be written from his POV (non-human, genius and stuff like that, you just can't do it properly. No hope), and it is not easy to describe maddness, for real, from outside POV or someone else's... Also when you have to tell stuff about mind and toughts and you can't really tell anything about them (the Doctor still being non-human, genius and stuff like that) it is... It is real pain in the... Gah, I rest my case.
Ah, btw,I bet this is full of grammar errors. Forgive me, I don't speak native English, and since I don't write stuff in English, I don't have beta to fix my mistakes. Wait a sec, what did I just do...? I wrote stuff in English. It was a mistake! Honestly! (I do already regret posting this...)
Disclaimer: quess what?
Spoilers: Sound of Drums
Ok, let's start...
Raw Power of Time and Space
"Children of Gallifrey were taken from their families at the age of eight, to enter the Academy. Some say that's where it all began, when he was a child. That's when the Master saw eternity. As a novice, he was taken for initiation. He stood in front of the Untempered Schism. It's a gap in the fabric of reality through which could be seen the whole of the vortex. We stand there, eight years old, staring at the raw power of Time and Space, just a child. Some would be inspired. Some would run away. And some would go mad."
"What about you?"
"Oh, the ones that ran away. I never stopped."
At the moment, Martha said nothing. At the moment, she tought nothing.
One year later, she had had lots of time to think, and oh she had tought. She had tought Gallifrey, the Master and the Untempered Schism. She had tought the Doctor and his words, and the children staring at the raw power of Time and Space.
Martha was a smart girl, and all the thinking had made her make a conclusion. Her conclusion was the Doctor was just as mad as the Master, and both Time Lords knew it just too well.
Maybe the Doctor had ran at the end, but since the raw power of Time and Space had made him go mad at first, it didn't matter at all. Only thing left to wonder was if everything in the whole universe went, or maybe had already gone mad because ot the raw power of Time and Space.