Hello Everyone! I've been in a mood where I haven't written at all or even read much fanfic so this is a little thing to get me started again.

Spoilers for the end of the first part of season 7 just in case.

Let me know what you think :)


I know I love her. In my mind I can see her wavy hair, pulled up in a bun, always looking her best just in case someone looks her way. She's a bit self-conscience that way but aren't we all? We have a telepathic link, I can always tell what she's thinking; about how she looks or how she's going to eat next or if she's normal compared to other girls. I think she loves me too. When I'm struggling to eat she'll let me have her meal even though she can't really afford it. We manage not to waste away together working in perfect harmony. I love working with her, she's so efficient and fast, faster than you'll ever believe. Her work ethic is better than mine. It may be because she worries so much. I don't think we'll ever have to worry anymore because we just got work together on a farm with others with the same tastes and problems. I tell her she is beautiful and she laughs (what a glorious sound) but tells me I don't know what beauty is.

We have cherubs now; working on the farm has been so good to us. I'm head of security and she's a gatherer. She has to take the babies with her but I'm just glad we all have a future here.

She's in pain I can feel it I want to go after the animal who attacked her but the others warn that we will get revenge soon enough. She is screaming inside my head and all I want to do is go to her. My babies, my cherubs are bringing me the one responsible for my love in chains. I watch and smile as they walk into the trap we have set, already knowing the outcome as it has happened before. There will be no escape and they will feed my children with their energy. I can sense it on them rich, as if from the time vortex itself.

Gone, all of them – it – everything is gone. My life is all that remains from winter quay – our farm. My love, my children and my job destroyed. I know who did it too. The man my children deemed responsible for my loves imprisonment and torture. The man who despite all our efforts managed to create a paradox and destroy us. That man is Rory Williams. I have enough respect for him now to call him a man for no animal could do that. He is a monster and I will get him and his love no matter how long I have to wait.