Letters From the Dead

hey so this is my second fan fic and i really hope that you all like it

Ami's Letter

It was on that cold winters day when the gangs spirit was broken. Yaya cried her eyes out, Rima curled up in a ball and didn't speak, Nagi was comforting Rima as he shed silent tears, Utau started to sing her favorite song with tears in her eyes, Tadase had crumbled down to the ground all not able to do anything, Kukai was comforting Utau not saying a word for his voice was gone, and Ikuto just stood there all life gone from his eyes. The gang had just found out that Amu had died of a weak heart.

When Amu was in middle school she had found out that the more she used the Humped Lock the weaker her heart got. Although she was scared of dying she still wanted to do all that she could in order to help out those how needed it even if it ment dying. After just starting the first year of high school Amu had passed away one night in her sleep, her eggs disappeared and a single tear left her eye before she past away.

It had been a month since Amu died and although most people were still mourning the loss of the "Cool & Spicy" Hinamori Amu, none were taking it harder than the Guardians and the Tsukiyomi siblings; not even Saaya and her gang made any attempted to show how great she was because she missed Amu soooo much. It was like the life had been suck out of them and they were only going through the motions. They didn't smile or laugh; even Rima didn't make any comments about comedy; they just were there but not there some people thought that Amu had taken them with them when she died and in a sense she had. Amu had been a big part of their lives and now that she's gone so was that part of their life. As they sat in the high school Royal Garden there was still one seat that was emptied, no one dared sit in it. It was quiet in the garden no one really spoke much anymore, not even Yaya.

"Mo! I know you guys miss me but that doesn't give you the right to sit around like a bunch of zombies doing nothing all day!" Exclaimed a voice out the air. Everyone heard this voice they knew this voice it was the voice of there beloved Amu.

"D-did you h-hear that?" asked a shaky and confused Yaya.

"Yey I head it but that impossible right, I mean she's gone." Stated a skeptical Utau (in my story there shugo chara's are gone and Ikuto and Utau visit the Guardians a lot Amu was the last of the Guardians to have her shugo chara's but now that she died they're gone to)

"I might be dead but I'm not gone, I'm right here cant you see me?" The voice came again sounding a bit pissed of that everyone was ignoring her.

"A-amu is that really you? Where are you we cant see you!" Exclaimed a frantic Ikuto, how hoped that this was real and not just another dream.

"I just said I'm right here, can't you see what in front of you I'm sitting in my seat after all." The voice said hoping that someone would notice her.

They all looked at the seat that everyone was too sad to look at and there she was pink hair, amber eyes and now transparent skin. "A-a-a-amu is t-t-that really y-you?" stammered a shocked yet happy Rima. Everyone was staring wide-eyed at the transparent ghost in front of them.

Then Amu-ghost grinned, "The one and only my dear Rima." Amu said as she got up looking like air as she did so. (I don't know what that means either its just something that I thought fit a ghost) at that moment everyone lunged towards the ghost only to pass right through it. "I am still a ghost you cant touch me ba~ka's" Amu said as she laughed at her friend who were now on the ground.

"Whats going on?"

"Hinamori what are you doing here?"

"How is this possible?"

"Aren't you afraid of ghost how come you are one?"

All these questions came at her all at once, so as Amu being Amu, it annoyed the crap out of her, "SHUT UP! Yeesh, do you honestly think I can answer ten questions at once? No I can't so shut up and let me explain." Everyone went silent waiting to hear what she had to say. When no one spoke she continued, "I'm back because I still have some unfinished business to take care of, so while I was here I decided to check up on you only to see that you have all turned into zombies. Honestly I'm happy you all miss me but if it's going to destroy your life that I really cant rest in peace."

"Then don't! Stay with us, here on earth, stay with me." A very strange sound was in the blue haired cats voice, was that what the sound of complete brokenness and misery along with the slightest bit of, hope in his voice? Hearing the way Ikuto was so broken broke Amu's heart but it couldn't be helped she came down here to complete her last wishes and that was it no matter how much she wanted to stay she knew she couldn't.

"I'm sorry but I cant I came to finish my last wish before I rest in peace and actually what my last wish is involves all of you all so I cant have you all being the undead if I want to rest peacefully ok, so just cooperate with me, will you?" Amu could see they weren't to happy with her wanting to leave as soon as possible but she knew the longer she stayed her the more her friends would suffer so she wanted to free them of her as soon as possible. They all just nodded their heads waiting for her to continue to afraid of talking again because they knew from past experiences that if Amu has something she seriously needs to say its a lot easier and safer to just let her talk. "Good now that your all listening I need Ikuto to go into my room and go to my bottom left hand draw. In the draw are some letters I wrote to you all and Ami as well. I want you all to read your letters in privacy and for one of you to give Ami's letter to her. Tell her that whenever she misses me she just has to read this letter and it'll be like I'm there with her also tell her that I love her vary much. Any volunteers for the Ami part."

"I'll do it." A dull sounding Ikuto said.

"Ok good, also Ikuto do not let my parents find out you were there. They haven't gone near my room since I died and I don't want them to do anything stupid if they hear you, well see you later!"

"Wait Amu why are you leaving now is that all you had to say and now your going back?" A slightly pissed of, slightly sad Tadase asked.

"We'll she each other again but not until late well love you all bye!" And with that she was gone. After a moment or two the gang left for Amu's house so Ikuto can get the letters. (I don't feel like describing them walk to her house and him getting the letters so this part is after they get their letters and Ikuto is delivering Ami's letter)

"Are you Hinamori Ami, little sister of Amu?" Asked the midnight blue hair violate eyed boy.

"Huh? Do you know onee-chan?" The small brown hair girl asked with nothing but sadness in her voice at the name of her most preciouses, and now gone forever, big sister.

"Yes, yes I did, she asked me to deliver this letter to you after she died along with the message 'Whenever your lonely without your 'onee-chan' read this letter and it will be like I'm right there with you. I love you very much Ami please don't ever forget that.' Is what she said Ami-chan" When he did a pretty good impersonation of Amu, Ami couldn't help but laugh at it.

"Arigato gozaimasu~! I'll treasure it for ever onii-chan well I have to get going now bye-bye!"

Once in the safety of her own room Ami had opened the letter and read it.

Ami's Letter

Dear my most important little sister Ami,

I'm sure that the shock form my death, it must have effected you a lot, but I want you to always know I died doing something that would help other people remember their dreams and save them from feeling hopeless. Although I cannot tell you what it was I did, I want you to know I died happy. I knew I was dying but if it ment that I could keep helping people I would do whatever it took to save them.

When you were first born I didn't like you too much, (huh Amu-nee-chan didn't like me fine then I-) before you get mad and say that 'I don't love you either' hear me out ok? Ok. Well the reason I didn't like too much was because I was young and our parents expected me to be the perfect big sister and never act selfish. I mean I was only 7 that seem a bit cruel don't you think? Well I sure did, but since I didn't want to disappoint mom and dad so I didn't say anything. But then just as I was about to loss it, you saved me from a major breakdown and do you know how you did that? No? Well then I'll tell you, you called my name. Your first word wasn't okaa-san or otou-san it was onee-chan and that was when I realized how much you loved me and how much I loved you.

I'm sure you feel alone being in that big old house without mom or dad or me, I know better then anyone how scary being alone is and I hope that you never experience the loneliness I have felt before. I would never wish it on my worst enemy. Ami I love you more then you'll ever know and I hope then you never forget me please Ami it's not the fact that people die that's sad it's the fact that they're forgotten that's truly sad. Always keep me in your heart, I know that this is a selfish request but I hope that you will always fulfill it. Thank you for always having a smile on your face, it got me through so many tough times. Never forget that I love you my most beloved little sister,

Love your one and only big sister,

Amu.

As Ami read this she cried. She had learned so much about her big sister in just one letter, like the fact that she had suffered so much loneliness in her short life and that at first she hated her but grow to love her. Also that her parents had never satisfied Amu's selfish wish but always her own. As she cried she felt a hand wipe across her face and someone whisper in her ear, 'Don't cry smile that smile of yours that I love so much!' Ami looked all round to see if her sister was there but saw nothing. She wiped her tears and smiled then shouted, "I LOVE YOU ONEE-CHAN AND I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU!" Just then she heard a plop sound al looked to see if that was her nee-chan. However instead of seeing something from her sister she saw an egg that was pink and had amber musical notes on it.

Little did Ami know that her beloved older sister was right next to her and that she just screamed that in her ear. After a moment or two of trying to regain her hearing Amu that flew up I'm the air and before she left the house she quietly whispered, "Love you too Ami and you better keep your promise. Also good luck with your shugo chara."

hey so did you all enjoy it? if so the please reveiw i hope that you all favorite as well. the next letter coming up will be Rimas letter but you i wont publish unless i get some reviews. they dont even have to be good you can say you hate the story for all i care i just want your honest oppinons so please please review and maybe even recommend my story. well ok until next time