When I close my eyes, I only see
Black ||| White.
I see him sitting there, in my mind, with this color all around.
His colour.
The image is
Hazy. ||| Clear.
I'm alone.
There's people around me,
But they're not allies. ||| But they're far away.
He's not here.
They took me from him. ||| They took him from me.
How could I let them?
He's in Soul Society. ||| He's in Hueco Mundo.
He's safe. |||He's in danger.
Call me selfish... ||| Call me a masochist…
Because I wish he was here. ||| Because I wish I was there.
I don't think I could ever need him more,
But then again,
I always need him this much.
I need him
Spring, | Summer, | Fall, | Winter.
I need him in my brightest times,
And my darkest hours.
And now,
Here,
In my realm of white, ||| In my realm of black,
He will save me. ||| I will save him.
I know he will. ||| I know I will.
Whenever he's in danger,||| Whenever I'm in danger,
I come to his rescue. ||| He comes to my rescue.
And therefore…
He'll come to my rescue as well.||| I'll come to his rescue as well.
It hurts.
It hurts,
But I'm okay, because I know I have him.
Wherever he is…
He'll come, for sure. ||| I'll be there, for sure.
And I'll definitely be waiting for him, ||| And I'll definitely be the one saving him,
Because now I know…
We're so close to touching, but still apart. | We're so close to touching, but still apart.
It won't be long now.
He knows I don't have long. ||| I know he doesn't have long.
And I know he can't hold out much longer either. ||| And I know I can't hold out much longer either.
But it's fine.
It's always been fine,
It will always be fine.
Because…
I trust him.
I've always trusted him.
So,
Ichigo… ||| Toshiro…
Trust me.
Trust fate.
Trust our love.
Trust our future together.
Trust everything that we've shared.
And everything we will share.
Because this isn't it.
There's more.
And
We'll live
We'll see what's next.
Because…
Because…
…Heh.
You know why.
So don't die, you idiot.
There'll be such a mess to clean up if you do. ||| There'll be caused such a huge ruckus if you do.
(My life would be nothing but pieces)
I won't give you a grave. ||| I won't keep your photographs.
(I wouldn't stand the pain of seeing you if I couldn't have you)
I'd still be a captain… ||| I'd still be a human…
(I would keep my head up high)
And I wouldn't spare it a second thought. ||| And I wouldn't spare it a second thought.
Because when I think, I think about us,
And you're what makes me become someone else than
"Taichou~!" ||| "Ichigo-kun!"
You're better off staying in my heart,
And you're the glue that keeps me together.
Now
Please
Let
Me
Trust
You.
Because…
I know you trust me.
Know that I don't take that trust for granted,
Idiot. ||| Brat.
And be grateful that I'll always be there.
Now…
…You're here. ||| …I'm here.
Finally.
I'm not crying, moron. ||| Don't cry now, sissy.
Why would I cry? ||| Why are you crying?
You've got me. |||I've got you.
It wasn't too late.
You made it in time. ||| I made it in time.
Because,
You wouldn't be you if you didn't. ||| I wouldn't be me if I didn't.
Let's go home.
Hold me to your chest |||. Let me hold you to my chest.
I can hear your heart beating.||| Can you hear my heart beating?
It synchronizes with mine.||| It synchronizes with yours.
It means we're one.
But both you and I already know that.
I told you so, didn't I? |||You told me so, didn't you?
I told you before, |||You told me before,
That in the end,
It all comes down to…
The taichou | The symbol, | The leader
The prodigy | The supply, | The power
The teacher |The knowledge, | The pupil
The comrade | The sidekick, | The friend
The way we are the same, though we're so different.
The perfect partners.
Me
And
You.
…And,
Our trust.