Some things I never thought I should of said or done until I lost him. He was my everything, my one true reason to breath. But I let him slip from my grasp. I thought more of duty then my own heart, and that was my mistake. He walked out of my life.
He wanted to give me the life he thought I deserved but I didn't deserve him. He was sweet, caring, yet daring and a bit of a badass. While I was mean, cold hearted and a whore.
He asked me to run away with him, away from my duties, my fiancée, away from my mother, and my family's troubles.
And I was too scared to walk into the dark and let him be my light. Now I am to walk down the aisle, to what some people call my death, but I have been dead for a while now.
As I prepare my face I try not to imagine what could of, what should have been. I fight the tears as my heart is breaking so beyond repair.
As I slip into my dress I wonder where he is right now, is he inhaling one of his cigarettes or is he making love to a faceless woman like he used to with me.
I looked up into the mirror and see a shadow behind me. I gasp, tears begin to well up in my eyes.
"Yuna."
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it's something that just kinda popped into my head, i am tempted to make it longer or transform it into a story. But i dont know ^.^ I really hope you enjoy it!
