It was Charlie's third swig that really had him dizzy, he had been fine on the first swig, although since it was his first taste of alcohol, he had kind of coughed and a bit dizzy. His second, everything had been blurred at the edges and he was in a good mood. (He was a happy drunk as he later found out). Bill was sitting with him, on the cold wooden floor of the shrieking shack, because it was the only place Bill knew, everyone in his year and all the years below always talked about the myths that came with this place.
So, on his third swig of the Firewhisky that Bill had bought him, because Bill was seventeen now, and he could buy that stuff, he was dizzy, and already drunk, which of course, being his first time, meant he would probably do anything.
Charlie wasn't surprised when he found himself leaning into Bill, after all he had figured out the summer before that he didn't think of Bill as just a normal brother, he was surprised however, by Bill leaning in as well. Did Bill want this? Was Charlie ready for this? Was he going to regret this later? After all, Bill wasn't drunk like Charlie. Bill had started drinking around about Charlie's age, and he had gotten used to it.
It was his first time, his first kiss, sure, he had kissed many girls (and guys), but he had never felt anything like what he felt in that kiss before. It was amazing, the most amazing feeling he had ever experienced. It was a searing kiss, heated and filled with desire that had built up all over the years. It was all pouring out of his heart, all the emotions he had felt for Bill.
They stayed like that for a while, just kissing, but Bill's hands started to travel south, seeking more skin. And Charlie was already hard, he could see Bill was too so he reached over and stroked him through his pants. It felt so good, but… Charlie wasn't ready for this just yet.
"Bill… Bill!" Charlie said, making Bill stop the enticing swirls with his tongue. Bill looked up at Charlie.
"What is it?" Bill asked, eyes glazed over with lust and… love.
"I-I'm not ready for this, I'm sorry," Charlie whispered, tears in his eyes.
"Hey, don't cry its fine, I shouldn't be rushing you, and besides, you're drunk. I'm taking advantage of you," Bill replied, tears filling his eyes as well, he laughed, a hollow sad laugh that told Charlie that Bill was heartbroken over something.
"You're not taking advantage of me, I'm just not ready at the moment, but it doesn't mean I won't be later," Charlie reassured, wiping the tears away, "for now, we can go slow, we can at least do this," Charlie leant in again and kissed Bill with more emotion than he thought possible.
That's what started a long, and very sticky (if you now what I mean :P ) year for Bill and Charlie, the last year for Bill, and the first year that Charlie was truly happy, the first time.
The very first time.
Hope you enjoyed! Wow, can't believe that I've done this many one-shots today! (All Weasleycest if you want to read them!)
