Disclaimer, I do not own Twilight, or any of the characters, I'm so sad *goes into emo corner and cries* any ways please enjove

The whole story is Bella's POV so live with it!!

I sat down in my chair, I basically lived in Emily's house now. Emily was sitting across from me.

"Bella," I looked up as I heard Jake's voice behind me.

"Yes?" I answered. He leaned down and kissed me. Sam gagged as he walked in.

"get a room you two," he muttered. he then leaned down and kissed Emily.

"Look who's talking" Jake teased back.

"Jake your acting like we haven't already," Jake's mouth dropped open and Emily elbowed Sam. I laughed and nudged Jake

"He's just kidding" I said and pushed his mouth up. He laughed.

"I knew that" he said.

"sure you did," muttered Sam, Jake cleared his throat.

"so ladies, whats for breakfast?" We snickered and looked at each other.

"It's your turn to cook" we said together, they both groaned. Jake took out a piece of bread and popped it in the toaster, and Sam started on the eggs, we both laughed, they were doomed to fail. Jake came back and put five pieces of black toast on the table, and Sam a gross nasty smelling egg. Jake suddenly looked serious and looked at me.

"Bella, can I talk to you for a minute?" I nodded and followed him outside. "Bella would you be so kind as to reach into my back pocket," I nodded again and pulled out a small black box Jake took the box from me and got down on one knee

'oh no,' I thought

"Isabella Marie Swan, I love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you. will you marry me?" '

yes BELLA SAY YES YOU DAMN STUPID GIRL' my mind was screaming at me wow I must be going insane.

"I'm sorry" my voice sounded choked, I was holding back so many tears, I felt them spilling out of my eyes. I ran back to Emily's house and grabbed my stuff, I was crying all the while I got out my Ipod and turned it on it was playing "How you remind me" by nickelback I felt the tears streaming down my face. I felt someone walk up behind me.

"hey Jake" I said casually he spun me around and kissed me, caught by suprise I wound my arms around his neck, and kissed him back, I turned him around and pushed him back on the bed. My Ipod fell to the ground, and Jake wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I put my hands on his chest and pulled away.

"I changed my mind" I said. "not yes but hell yes" I kissed him again. Later the phone rang it was ....Alice? "Alice?'

"Bella you actually answered I miss you so much"

Jake's hands were on my waist, "Alice can I call you later?"

"sure bye Bells love you!" The other line went dead and I wrapped my arms around myself and cried into Jakes chest.