To: Yao

From: Sakura

Sent: April 16, 2012, 12:08 AM

Subject: [No subject]

I miss you. So, so much. It seems like just the other day we were walking in the park and we found that hidden grove of trees behind the benches. That was a great day, remember? It was sunny, and everything smelled like flowers and grass. We climbed behind the benches, giggling, and sat down in the grass in the center of all the trees. It was a little dewy because it had rained the night before, but we didn't care. It was just the two of us, and that was all that mattered. We had a whole bunch of fun times together. But now you're gone, and it's all because of that ass who wasn't paying attention while he was driving. It was horrified me, and I was almost paralyzed from fear when I heard it from inside. I was so scared… When you got to the hospital, they wouldn't let me see you for an hour. I was practically rocking myself back and forth to try to keep calm. They finally let me in, and you were just waking up. I knew I couldn't run over to you and give you a hug, but I wanted to really badly. It was a huge relief to see that you were alright. But, I guess you weren't completely alright, because I spent three days sitting by your bed, holding your hand, as you slowly left the world. I've never cried harder than I cried that night. I cried equally as hard at the funeral, but luckily Kiku was there to keep me from doing something I would regret later. Now, almost every night I fall asleep at the computer while looking through old pictures or emails. I still have your wok in the kitchen, and I keep it clean for you. I've made sure that it doesn't fall or get dented. I just wish that you were back here with me…

I love you.

-Sakura