AN: Short little nonsense I've thought up while stressing over on how to revive my other TT story. You can take this as Raven x Anyone really. (but I started it off with Starfire in my mind so, it might flow better if you had Star x Rae in mind. XD; )

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Raven wanted to be alone.

What she really wanted to be was to exist as one being.

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Why are you doing this to me?

LEAVE ME ALONE. Please.

You're drowning me in your emotions. When all I can do is press mine down so I can survive—you're overflowing me with yours.

Why do I let you…

Why can't I leave myself alone.

When my head falls and focus on what I am, all I see is kaleidoscopic mess- so many colors…so much emotion…keep them in my eyes, can't let a shard cut out from corners of my vision but take them all in.

So many, too many to be ever alone.

Is it really selfish of me to want to be left alone?

I latch my fears, fears, FEARS, TEARS onto you as I push you away. Is it that these fears latch me onto you? Is it that the tears make you stay…

I'll be selfish, let me be alone.

It's a mantra. All my life, leave me alone, leave me alone, leave me alone…

My mantra.

Now it can be called yours as I see your turned back, retreating in tired defeat.

Maybe then I'll wake up to realize. Surrounded by all these mingling uncertainty of colors and chaos, I don't want to be left behind. Isolated.

Alone.

Can you look back. Please?

Gradually I'll learn to breathe, can you overwhelm me to fall into step. If I was to walk in your steps, perhaps I'll see what you saw in me.

Alone.

Al one.

All one.