Have you ever loved a person so much, you can hardly breathe if they're not in your general vicinity? When you see them, your heart just flutters, and you feel nothing but pure joy and warmth? You see their pain, and you want to just take it all away, all you ever want is their happiness, you're willing to do anything for it? It's so unreal to be in love like that. Love can take so many different forms, and you always know in your heart that deep down, even if they've moved on, you'll always love them more than you can say. If you can't relate romantically, maybe you can platonically. After all, love is a powerful, widespread feeling.

I've lived in South Park since I was 11 years old, and it wasn't a very easy move for me. I came from Chicago, my mom was leaving her job as a lawyer to open up her own firm in Colorado. Though she was opening the firm in Denver, we bought a house in South Park because it was cheaper rent. I guess it wasn't really a bad town, there were tons of kids my age. All the guys were kind of dicks though, I remember overhearing on the first day, "We can't all fight over her if she's hot you guys, that's not cool."

I thought that was weird but I didn't think anything of it. I made friends with the girls, they were pretty nice. A few of the guys were nice too, like Kyle, he was a real sweetheart. Eventually I knew everybody, and I'm one of those people who are really invested in other people's drama, my own life wasn't very interesting.

So skip ahead a few years, we graduated the 8th grade, survived our first year of high school. It wasn't always fun, but we did it.

Through those years, I became better friends with Kyle, eventually leading to me becoming better friends with Kenny, Stan, and… well okay, kind of Cartman, but he isn't exactly a nice guy. We'd hang out a lot. Wendy would be there too sometimes, her and Stan had been dating forever. I guess that's kind of where this whole love thing started.

"Hey, Bonnie!" I heard a voice call after me, "Bonnie, wait up!"

I slowed down and looked behind me, Stan was chasing me on my walk to school.

"Man, you walk fast…" He gasped, catching his breath.

I giggled. "Sorry, I thought you were walking with Wendy."

"Nah, um… she's already at school."

"Oh yeah? Why?" I asked.

He shrugged, "You know how it is, school council and whatnot."

"Oh, true. I forgot she was doing that."

We walked to school, just sort of making small talk. The only guy I'd really been alone with before that was Kyle, so I was a little awkward about it.

"Hey, um…" Stan started, as we made our way to math class, "Wendy can't come out for lunch with us today but I have a coupon for two, so, lunch on me?"

"Yeah, sure. Thanks." I said, smiling. What a nice gesture, I thought to myself.

Cartman joined us in math, and we listened to our teacher ramble on for a while. You know how in Boy Meets World, Mr. Feeny goes to every grade that Corey's in? I swear to god that's what Mr. Garrison is doing, he's been our 6th, 7th, and 8th grade teacher, then in 9th grade he was our geography teacher, and now 10th grade he was our math teacher.

Math wasn't my strongest subject at all, most of the time Stan helped me in class. We would do it when we all hang out together but, I mean c'mon, that's lame. We'd much rather watch some stupid movie instead, haha.

When lunch swung around we went to the mall, to the place we were going to anyways but since we were missing Wendy, I basically got a free lunch. I thanked Stan, and said I owed him but he told me not to worry about it. I was going to offer anyways, I'm sure he wouldn't have declined.

After school was the usual, guitar hero at Stan's place, and we'd talk about how we wanted to be a real band one day. It was a cool dream but we didn't have any instruments… or a lot of money for the instruments.

So, my thing at the time was guitar players. I was so crazy about boys who played guitar, now we're getting into my first relationship. There were guitar classes at my school, and I took it to learn and because I was on a boyfriend hunt. Clyde Donovan was in the class, and he was more or less known as the 10th grade player. I didn't really care though, he was playing guitar and I thought he was cute. I sat between him and Stan, and ignored Stan most of the class to attempt flirting with Clyde.

We started having lunch together and we hung out a lot after school too. I was having fun with him, and well I was over the moon when he asked me out. We were in guitar class, and Stan was right beside me when Clyde asked. The only thing is, Stan didn't seem very happy about it. He kind of avoided me for a while when Clyde and I were dating.

Clyde and I were actually together for a while. We went out a lot, and I was his honorary member at the parties he threw. One party was really wild, him and Token actually teamed up on it. But that's a story soon to come.

A/N: Thanks so much for reading, I hope you liked it so far! Please leave me a review, and if there's anything I can work on, give me constructive criticism, don't be an asshole.