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You know that feeling you get when everything seems to be falling apart around you. When all you want to do is scream, cry and beg the one you love not to leave you. That all-consuming feeling of your heart being shattered. Well that's all I could feel as I watch the love of my life get married to my best friend.
I had finally thought that maybe just maybe someone had chosen me over Elena. That he had picked me and we could be happy together. I loved him more than anything and at the time I would have given him my whole heart if he had asked for it. I guess you could call me a fool to let him have that much power over me, but I would have told you it would be worth it to have him.
But in the end I guess I wasn't enough. She made her choice and she chose him, not caring that she was in the process destroying me. She didn't even care that she already had someone who loved her completely. Stefan would have died for her and yet that wasn't enough. She left him without a second thought.
So here I stand watching her get married to Damon wishing that by some miracle he would change his mind. But as I watch them and see the love between them I can't help but feel the last of my hope dwindle away. But I stand strong. I hold in my tears and I put on a smile that hides my agony.
As the preacher says those famous words "If any do not agree on the marriage of these two, speak now or forever hold your peace." I look at Damon and surprisingly he looks back. I think of how much I would love to walk up there and tell him how much I need him and that I would do anything to have him give me a chance. But I don't. I just stare at him and remember all the good times we've had. It feels like hours that we just stare into each other's eyes and a part of me foolishly wishes that he would change his mind. But he doesn't.
"Well then, I now pronounce you husband and wife you may kiss the bride." I faintly hear as I walk out of the church. I leave Fells Church and all of its memories behind me and I don't look back.
Damon made his choice and now I'm making mine.
I'm going to find my own happily ever after and this time I'm not going to let anything stand in my way.
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