Leah's POV

I seemed so strong in someone else's eyes, i had thick skin and nothing could possibly make me cry.
But when i was alone, which was most of the time. I would cry, i would cry my heart out and then cry some more.

Pathetic? you have no fucking clue.
Sam was everything that i wanted, we were meant to be together forever, instead we lost it all.

Or at least i did. Sam got his happy ending with Emily. I couldn't blame him for imprinting it's not something you can control.
But that doesn't stop the pain.

It seemed like everyone got there happy ending, where's mine? Don't i mean something to anyone?

Now that i'm not apart of Sam's pack the pain dims down a bit.
I know he no longer has to listen to my grief, and i no longer had to hear his dying love for my cousin.

"Leah?" I heard an ever so familiar husky voice. Jacob.

"Hmmm?" I didn't speak, in fear he would hear the sadness in my voice. If i wanted to hide the depression from anyone
it would definitely be Jacob.

"Are you...feeling alright." he sounded scared to ask, i wouldn't blame him.

When Sam left and my father died, i rolled myself in a shell, and whoever tried to break it, or even enter it
i would either physically or verbally hurt them. You can call it my defense mechanism.

I turned my face and what i saw in his eyes...was not at all what i was expecting.

I got glued to them, like gravity just pushed me towards him.
Everything on the Earth disappeared into a a nothingness and all that existed was this boy in front of me now.

Jacob's POV

I was happy for Bella, besides my agony i was glad she had it all.
She got everything she wanted.

She got Edward, becoming a vampire, she even got a little girl. Who was doubtfully the most adorable thing ever.

It was embarrassing to think how pathetic i looked to someone else. I was depressed over a girl who could never and would never love me the way I
had wanted her too. So here i was now still loving a married vampire with a kid. Nice.

I walked down to the beach where me and Bella had spent countless hours, just talking.

I expected to see no one, but instead i saw Leah. I had to admit that my part of me felt bad for her. I thought i had it bad.
Leah was with Sam for years, she even put on a brave face in his wedding and no one, not even Sam. Has ever seen her cry over there seperation.

But that was Leah, she never wanted or never would be the weak one.

But dosn't mean we don't hear her. As werewolves we know how much it truly hurts her. And the guilt can sometimes eat Sam alive.

But right now, it would be hard to imagine why Leah couldn't find someone else.

Her long black hair was flowing in the wind, and she sat indian style, watching the waves. She was actually very attractive, if you get passed her attitude.

"Leah?" I called softly.

"Hmmm?" She mumbled, not looking towards me.

"Are you...feeling alright?" Wow, that was a stupid question.

Abruptly, she turned her gaze to me and I froze, i didn't breath, or blink.

Her eyes held mine with such intensity, that i thought i might fall over.
And there was no sadness in me, hurt, pain, or hate. Looking in her eyes it felt like everything just crashed together with a spark of hope.

And for once happiness did not seem far out of reach, in fact it was right here in my grasp.