Horrible 'n Sweet Revenge
TL Mason
"If you like all the flavors, no one can say that you have a bad taste"
SO FAR"Kyle…I…" I whispered with my eyes closed and my breathing hitched. "Kyle I don't…" Wait a second…Who in the all are you and why are you reading my diary? In case you're my mom, well, STOP READING MY DIARY MOM!
In case you're not my mom then we have a serious problem here, because you have no right to be reading this, unless you're a betch. Are you? If that's the case, prove it.
Alright. Before letting you reading my diary. First I must know that I can trust you, so write your name down here_ rise your left hand, put the right on your heart and read this aloud
THE BETCH MANIFESTO
I'm a betch, and you know it bitch. I've have done good and bad things. I've lived sad and great moments. I have the best friends in the world. I'm kind and I'm worthy. I'm cunning and sometimes annoying. I'm tall and I'm short, I'm fat and thin. I'm black, Latin, Asian, white and Indian. I have done things I regret and there are moments I wouldn't change for anything in the world. I have a kind heart and a beautiful smile. I believe in equality and I'm a feminist. I believe in love and peace. I'm Christian, Jewish, atheist, Mormon, catholic. I'm wealthy and poor. I came from a small town and a big city. I have conviction and ideals. I have a heart and I have soul. I'm a human being, and I deserve love.
Ok, where were we? Ah right "that" moment. Well, things turned out to be like this.
"Kyle…I don't…"
"Please Stilesy, let me talk first" He begged.
I swallowed and waited for what I could swear were hours. Why he didn't say anything? Why he was so uneasy?
"Kyle you…"
"You deserve better than him" He said with shaking hands.
I prepared to reply but he was faster and before I realized he leaned and kissed me. I stirred on the grass and would let out a shriek but he was holding me. I was holding him and…Um… Okay. I think I'm going too fast. You probably don't even know what I'm talking about, so…Why don't we go back where everything started?
My name is Stiles, and this is my new personal diary, and just in case you didn't read the beginning of the story or you're a blue tang fish then let me explain you some things and how I got stuck in a love heptagon. First of all, you must to know that, it all started as a joke. Well, revenge, actually.
Not long ago I was a cinematography student in Oakwood. I was the badass director everyone felt jealous about and yup, surprisingly it included my best friends.
When I was twenty years old, I met this hot and sensitive law student called Isaac Lahey. He wasn't just a normal guy, but also sweet and funny, though…There was a tiny problem. He was straight, well…Not straight-straight, but more like straight-hate-gays-until-I-met-one-and-develop-feelings-for-him. And guess who that poor little gay was? Yeah, it was me. The funny thing is that this kind of guys exist. No one says anything about them, though, but they exist and let me tell you something. They are a bunch of horrible human beings.
That's the name the betches and I gave them. Horrible human beings, but we can use Hhb for fandom matters, don't you think? Anyway, I met Isaac and we had this crazy chemistry between us that made me think and feel a lot of things. Yeah, I know what you're thinking, I was really dumb for falling for a straight guy, but…What could I do? Ain't like people can choose whoever they want to fall in love with. If that was the case, I would have chosen a girl, but you just can't do that. Believe me, I tried.
Well, before you say anything I must tell you that I never tried to get into his pants, though I could have tried a couple of times but…I didn't feel brave enough to do it, especially because I'm not that good looking to even consider dating someone as hot as him. Never mind, even when I didn't try to do anything to him he definitely did with me, or at least he threw some bones for me to catch them and play with my feelings.
That's the thing about those guys. You never know what they are or who they love. They are not gay, but they aren't fully straight either, and they definitely don't fit in the bisexual or heteroflexible description. They just like to play with everyone. It doesn't matter whose heart they break because as my best friend in the world once told me. The only thing they fall for in the world, is the fact that everyone loves them. And here is where I decided it was time for a plot twist in my life.
Let me explain you something. All and I mean all the gays in the world met at least two horrible human beings in their lives. Don't you believe me? Just ask your gay best friend and you'll see I'm right. The funny thing about all this, is that I don't know why none of us say anything about it. Maybe because it is just too painful to even consider doing it. But what really matters here, is that they are real, and they are out there ruining someone's life in this very moment.
Let me clear something. They are not monsters. At least not in the outside, and most of the time they aren't either in the inside. I mean, it's complicated, but…They kind of like you by the way you are. How naïve and innocent you might look to them. They love that you're selfless and kind and that there are things in you that make them feel comfortable about saying silly stuffs like "I miss you" and that kind cheesy shit. That's the problem, they are too nice, way too much and at some point you just…End up falling for them, even when you don't try. And even if you get out of their lives they find their way back in and make you feel like crap for pushing them away. It's an unhealthy relationship. At some point you turn out to be more important to them than their own girls and yeah I mean girls in plural. But at the end of the day they got to bed with them, at the end of the day they say I love you to them, at the end of the day they say that you're disgusting and that you misunderstood his friendship with something else when it was quite the opposite.
It was the autumn of my twenty one years when everything ended between Isaac Lahey and me. I was just too broken. Too damaged and just wanted everything to end between us, so I wrote him a letter confessing him my feelings for him. I shouldn't have. I know. But I had no choice, I had to let out all the stuffs stuck in my chest. I needed to tell him that I loved him from the very moment we met, I needed to tell him that the year we spent together was the most beautiful and bittersweet season of my life and also needed to tell him that he needed help, that he needed to think about himself and clear up his mind, that he needed to find a guy he felt attracted to and kiss him just to finally define if he was gay or not, because he couldn't just go around messing with people's feelings, because in the end everyone ended up heart broken. Him included.
I would have put an end to everything. I would have continued with my life as if anything happened if it wasn't for something poisonous and bitter. Something you shouldn't ever give to someone who has already accepted the inevitable, and that thing is hope. Call me melodramatic, but hope can rise and destroy governments. Hope can change the destiny of a person. Hope, can be the difference between life and death, and in my case, hope was the thing that sunk me the darkest corner of existence. Where you're not sure who you are anymore.
He gave me hope. He told me that he would come over to my place and we would spend the day together, but I told him that he wouldn't want to see me again after he read the letter I wrote. He shook his head and told me again that he was coming over.
I knew he wouldn't come. I knew it was all a lie, but still…There was hope in my heart that he changed his mind and came back looking for me, to tell me that he loved me too and I pretended the whole day that I was busy in my dorm. I acted as if nothing would happen but deep inside I wished, I craved for his presence in my door. I still don't know how, but at some point I woke up in my best friend's arms all bloody and dazed. He and his girlfriend thought that I tried to commit suicide, but they were wrong, I just self-harmed myself. I needed to do it. I needed to show myself how unworthy and stupid I was. Of course it was something awful and I shouldn't have done that ever. I will regret that day for the rest of my life and live with the scars on wrist to remind me every morning who am I and what've done.
Those were hard months for me and my best friend. His name is Derek by the way, and he is the greatest, kindest and selfless friend anyone could have. He took care of me that time, the same way he used to since we were kids. Back home he was my neighbor, so we grew up together, went to school together, bathed together, we did everything together, it was always Derek and Stiles and you might be thinking. Why in the hell you didn't fall for Derek instead of Isaac? Well, the answer is simple. I actually did, and things ended up more or less the same way. It was when we were in high school and it was painful, I had all this feelings for him and when I finally let them out, everything went to shit. He was straight and I should have accepted that but there were things…I don't know it was too much complicated. I lost him for a whole year, until we became complete estrangers. And then one day, the homophobia ironically saved me.
I was being humiliated by some assholes and he came out of nowhere and supported me. Of course we got our asses kicked for months and months, but it didn't matter anymore, because I had him back. We try to not mention that year often because it's kind of awkward, and we like to pretend that we never split and that we have been together always. But it happened.
Back to the future –Ha! - Apparently Isaac didn't like much my letter, because in November I got a mail from him sending me a link to a YouTube video, and the video turned out to be his friends reading my letter aloud with mocking grins. It was awful and painful. He wasn't in the video, but the fact that he cared so less about me to give it to them, it just…It was too much to bear.
I got a serious depression. I didn't want to eat or come out of bed. I'm still surprised I didn't fail any class those days. The holidays came and Derek took me home and they kept uploading the video at YouTube over and over again. They despised me for no other reason than being gay. It was so wrong and I felt like shit, they really made me hate myself.
Surprisingly a miracle came the New Year's Day. Derek called the rest of my friends. The betches, and we talked a lot and I realized that it wasn't just me. They lived it too, and I realized that it happens to gays all around the world every day. And it was then when I decided that I couldn't stay arms crossed feeling sorry for myself. Not when there were thousands of gays out there going through the same I did, so…We determined it was time to put an end to their reign of terror. That day. The horrible human beings' project was born.
Now. You must be wondering what the hell the horrible human being's project was. It's simple. The betches and I would record a documentary movie about those kind of men. The plan was simple, we would go through the same situations we lived in the past all over again, but this time, we would register everything to present it for one of my finals at the year of the year.
Also if we were going to do that, we would have to visit the ghosts of our past, and that included Isaac and the betches' Hhbs. The problem was, that most of them lived that situation long time in the past and most of the guys were already out of the town. We felt frustrated and angry, for a moment we thought the project was done before even starting, but then an idea came to our minds. We would start over, with new guys we didn't even met, to beyond proving the existence of the Hhb, we would evidence that any straight guy could be one of them.
That's how my friends and I started to live as spies pretending to fall for a bunch of assholes. I had to develop a project for my script writing class that February, and there is where I met my target. His name was Kyle Parrish and he was the most cocky and annoying person you would ever met, which was kind of silly because he was a terrible actor and the worst of all is that we had to work together in a movie. It was a mess, but I found to way to fix things up and save the day at the end. That's when he stopped being so big headed and started to treat me kindly.
In the month we spent working together, I had a wave of emotions going through me. I couldn't stand him and hated his acting skills that made my work harder, but in other hand…There were moments…I can't explain it, but…There were moments were I thought he wasn't that big ass. After risking my life to save him from a gang in a party, I understood that I sort of…Might had tiny feelings for him, and it was then when I realized that it would be perfect if I made him my personal target for the project. It had to look real after all, and the only way to make one of those creepy relationships look real, was going through all it genuinely.
In other hands, that rave party helped the rest of the betches to find their own Hhbs for the project. Well, at least Tim, Cass and Jim, because Freddy didn't stop dancing the whole night, Liam gave off himself before even trying to meet someone and of course Hip just needed three seconds with a guy or a girl to get into their pants –Don't ask how he did it, because I still don't know-
So while, I ran for my life and realized that Kyle was the person I was looking for. Hip had sex, Cass and Tim met their own Hhbs who turned out to be two twin brothers that were Isaac friends and I was sure were the ones who got the idea of recording the YouTube video to humiliate me. Oh and Jim was saving a life. Yeah that could sound like overreacting, but well. Turns out that there was this hot! But really hot guy named Jackson Whittemore. Just imagine that Channing Tatum and Ryan Gosling had a baby, well when that baby grew up would look just like Jackson Whittemore. Well, someone drugged him in the party, because they thought it would hilarious to see a Christian boy getting high for the first time in his life and he ended up pretty bad.
That's how we ended up stuck in this mess. I tried to find a reason to hate Kyle and not feel guilty for recording everything we did without his permission, but…There more I spent time with him, the more I liked him. Meanwhile Cass and Tim grew fond too with his pair of jackass and Jim became Jackson Whittemore' best friend without even asking. Well, that's what he thought, because…Because just a couple of days after the party he discovered that Jack didn't like him much and actually thought he was a cocky rich boy. Jim took that pretty bad and I couldn't help laughing of him because Jack was so right, but…Well, then he showed a video of a another conversation he recorded that day, in which Kyle told one of his friends that he didn't like me at all and that actually he was just using me to be a better actor. That changed everything. That day I realized that it didn't matter how much you believed or tried to find kindness in a straight guy, they would always end up being horrible human beings deep inside. So we sat up and decided to discuss our strategy to take control of the situation and not just record a video, but to destroy them.
It was a long talk with the betches, I thought and thought for hours reviewing in my head all the stuffs that I did wrong with Isaac and now was doing wrong with Kyle too, and I understood what I needed to do to win that war. There was a pattern in all this, and luckily I got to connect the dots and see the whole board. Everything always started because we did something nice and selfless for them. They always are pretty bad at something –most of the time that something is school- and turns out that you're really good at it, so they develop this needs of spending time with you so you can help them and they pay you with praises and hugs and all the stuffs that make you feel like Abba's Dancing Queen.
After all your friendship starts growing up. Since you did a good deed for them, they understand that they can trust you and begin to tell you all their stuffs, secrets mostly. They open their heart to you the way they never did with someone else before. That includes his girlfriends –yup, plural again- You give him good advices and make him see things from other point of view. He realized new things thanks to you, his eyes shine and then he…He looks at you in a way that makes you feel awkward and scared, happy and sad and there…Is where you're doomed, because the next thing that happens is that he vanishes, he won't answer your phone calls or texts and you will grew sadder and sadder every day until he comes back out of nowhere two weeks later with an excuse of being pretty occupied and that he didn't get your texts or calls. You believe in his words and everything starts all over.
It is the same for months until you tell him you're gay. Here, can happen two things. He acts as if nothing have changed but then starts asking things like…"Do you like that guy?" "Do you think my brother is hot?" "Why don't you have a boyfriend?" That tends to end with tears and sorrow because at some point he will be so confused and overwhelmed for his feelings for you that will tear you apart to prove himself he's not like you. The other thing that can happen is that he don't accept the fact that you're gay and will make you feel like shit, but weeks or months later he will realize how wrong he was about you and how much he missed you and everything comes back to normal but…It ends the same way that the first option.
That's what we learned, and that's what we needed to change. In order to win the war, we would make some modifications in our behavior to play with their feelings the same way they so often did with us, so…First all of all, we would be kind to them no matter what. To make them believe we were so stupid we didn't see they were playing with us. Also it would be us who vanished and came back out of the blue with excuses once in a while. That way we would give them that feeling of uneasiness that always made us feel like crap.
Then we would get girlfriends, just to watch our backs in case they suspected anything and finally when we told them about our real preferences we would not and I'll be very clear here. We would not, ask them to forgive us for anything, nor act as if we didn't anything wrong and actually we would pretend we didn't care about their opinion or even look for them when they "decided" to not be friends with us anymore for being so wrecked. That way they would come back on their own more confused than ever. Great plan wasn't it? The problem was, that since there weren't any references of someone doing so, we were on our own, which meant that…We didn't have a clue of how it would end.
That's how we started with our plan, though by then Jim had already quit because according to him "It was boring"But, he was just hurt because Jackson Whittemore said what everyone thought about Jim.
The first thing in our agenda was to win their utter trust and to do so we needed to do good deed for them. Something very meaningful, selfless and heart felt that made them believe that we were the greatest persons in the world. I worked hard on my idea for Kyle and in the end I ended up doing two great things for him. And while I worked hard on it, Jim accidentally bumped into Jackson Wood's path and proving him that he wasn't the bad person Jackson thought he was.
They were ours. You got to see the way Kyle looked and threated me, plus that day he…Hugged me. It was awkward and warm and at the end of the day, we celebrated, because while Hip had sex with lots of "Straight" guys, Cass, Tim, Jim and I got our Hhbs right were we wanted them.
Everything seemed to be going just as planned. The next thing in our minds were their girls. I knew Kyle had a girlfriend, though I didn't know here in person nor even knew her name. Though I wasn't looking to meet her because Isaac's girlfriend was a very annoying and frustrating person I had to, and it came all out of the blue. While Jim and Jackson trained for their soccer team and Jackson still tried to figure out what kind of person Jim was, I was meeting Kyle's sweetheart and…She wasn't anything I expected. I mean, our plan was to ruin their relationships indirectly, but it would be hard for me, because while most Hhbs got girlfriends like Isaac's, Kyle's was…Really awesome. Her name was Kristie and she looked pretty much like Kya Scodelario, also she was fun and a total bitch in a good meaning. I liked her a lot. I would feel like shit by trying to ruin anything between them, and the worst of all…I enjoyed spending time with them both very much.
Meanwhile the rest of the betches met their Hhbs' girls too, and while Cass and Tim seemed to like the twins girlfriend's at least a bit, Jim…Didn't seem to grow very fond to Jacksons' lover because she was a bitch too, but…Not in a good way.
Everything was starting to be a little complicated for me, because know I felt some guilt for having to ruin Kyle and Kristie's relationship and things got even worst when they said they wanted to meet my girlfriend and here is where everything got really fucked up.
I had a couple of girls who could help me by pretending to be my girlfriend. One of them was Becca, my sweet and hot friend who did that for me on the Isaac's times, the problem was that Kyle and Kristie wanted to meet my girlfriend that same weekend and Becca had a real boyfriend now, and plus…They were out of the city for the whole weekend, my second option was Missy, my snarky fellow cinematography friend but rejected me almost instantly because she was on a dating with her own girlfriend. That let me with no options and worst of all I promised Kyle and Kristie I would bring dinner.
I was really desperate. Luckily Derek, again the best friend in the world was also an amazing cook and thought I didn't tell him the truth because I feared he would freak out if I told him which was my secret project for the end of the year, he agreed to teach some cooking tricks. That was him, all dutiful and charming, you just got to look at him and notice how much he resembled Chris Evans on the Captain America's role, except for the fact that Derek had brown hair and he never took off his hipster glasses, but he was so sweet for helping me, that only makes me feel worse for what I'm going to tell you later. Never mind, he needed some fresh air, so let me alone with the dinner.
I was preparing to run away with the dinner when Derek's girlfriend showed up out of nowhere. Allison, sweet innocence Allison, a vivid portrait of Anna Kendrick. She was complaining about something but I didn't pay much attention because I got an idea in that right moment, and that's how she ended up being my fake girlfriend thought she didn't know anything about it.
Dinner was a success, and speaking of dinners. Do you remember Jackson Whittemore? Well, Jim got the idea to help him look more cool and be more popular among the soccer team, so he convinced the other guys to join them in a dinner at Jackson's house, a lot of things happened that made Jim feel on alert, for example his mom. Jacksons' mom looked familiar to Jim for some odd reason, and it wasn't just him, she said aloud, she felt like she knew Jim from somewhere else and that couldn't be good, considering the kind of reeked son of a bitch that Jim was. The other major thing about that night was that…Jackson spent the whole day with his girlfriend and barely talked to Jim and even worse Kristie….Yeah, Kyle's girl, turned out to be Jackson's cousin and she was a total trickster and cunning bitch that didn't miss the chance to point out that something could be going on between Jackson and Jim. That put on alert to everyone, though they just laughed about it. She didn't mean it for real but joking and Jim knew better and he thought it was time to get out of there before the Christian family decided to crucifix him in their living room, and to make things even more awkward Jack ran after him when he was coming out of his house and hugged him and said a lot of silly things about how good and kind Jim was for helping him be a little more popular among the team. It was disturbing and a bit hilarious, but Jim wasn't laughing at all.
The more time I spent with Kyle, Kristie and Allison, the more I enjoyed those days, and it was bit scary because I had to focus on the project, but I was a bit sad. Derek found out about my movie and as I expected, he went crazy and started to yell a lot of things to me and there was lot of drama. I told him things I still regret and when Allison tried to calm him down he yelled at her two and they broke up. All because of me. Just imagine how guilty I felt. That's way I felt so comfortable with Kyle, Kristie and Allison. There was no drama, just fun thought it shouldn't. The worst of all is that I got used to it too easily.
Sort of the same happened with Jim and Jackson. Jackson didn't think anymore that Jim was an asshole. Actually, it was quite the opposite. He wouldn't stop flattering him about almost anything he did. It was annoying and disturbing, thought I must admit I kind of thought it was cute when I watched the videos. They spent a lot of time in a community center playing with kids diagnosed with cancer. There Jim met Emily and Amanda, a pair of best friends that were the coolest children in the entire world. As me…He was starting to drift off a bit and lose his path.
The only ones that got pretty clear who they were and what they were doing were Tim and Cass. See…One day Kyle convinced me to go to the gym with him and as I expected it was a terrible idea. He left me alone for half a second and I bumped into the twins and they started to say awful things at me and I felt pretty bad. Luckily some people Kyle and the best friend in the world Derek of course included, made them go away. Though Tim and Cass were there too, they didn't help me because I beckoned them with my eyes to stay out of it or they could ruin our plans. They heard me, but…It didn't last long. As soon as they were out of the gym, Tim and Cass told the twins that they were gay to make them feel like crap for all the things they said to me. And that's how their friendships ended. At least for that moment, because a couple of weeks later the twins would come back and say they felt sorry.
My guilt and sadness were driving me crazy those days. Since I lost Derek I felt lonely and tired, sad and hungry –I don't know anything about cooking- and felt terrible for causing him to lose Allison and even worse for how miserable she seemed to look sometimes. I decided to help her get back to the top. Maybe I couldn't pair her up with Derek again, but I could help her feel a little better. I called Liam and we took her to have an extreme makeover. It was a success of course, Liam knew his stuff and Allison seemed pretty happy, to not mention how Kyle's eyes almost popped out of his face as soon as he saw her. If I could only make Kyle cheat Kristie with Allison I could destroy their relationship without much guilt because in the end it would have been his own making.
Jim and Jackson kept working hard on Jim's training, and finally he was starting to see some results. While Jackson tried to harder and harder to act like a bad boy to prove Jim he wasn't that innocent, Jim focused on being a better soccer player for Oakwood's team.
On June they got a pretty important soccer game. If they won, they would compete in intercollege championship in Sunset Valley, you know. That little and comely town with its green heels, blue sky and hot beaches. It sounded like paradise, and that's why Jim was so determinate to do his best and contribute to get into the tournament, but the coach didn't think the same, because that day he left Jim on the bench. It was frustrating for him, but as much as it was for Jack. Why am I saying this? Well turns that Jackson Whittemore, Mr. Goodwill pretended he was seriously leisured by the other team. Jim was so mad when he found out the truth, but once he was in the game he managed to help a little. Well, not just a little, actually him and the other outcast of the team –Garret- worked together and won the game and their chance to go to the promised land. We were all so happy for Jim and his team, and what none of us expected was that Jackson got a surprise for the team and their friends in case they won.
Kristie and Jackson organized a paintball mayhem in the woods that afternoon. Something to have fun, act like kids, prove Jim that Jack could be a bad boy too and rise his status among the team. It was a great idea. In fact I had a lot of fun in there. I know I shouldn't have gone but Kristie and Kyle made arrangements so Allison and I could join them there. Something wild and crazy took over me as the same it did with Kristie and Allison, who everyday grew fonder with each other. We set up traps to the other players and betrayed so many people that in the end of the game none of us knew to which team we belonged. Except for Kristie, that planned all that mess from the beginning.
Meanwhile we pretended we were five year old kids. Jim and this hot guy called Aidan wandered in the forest trying to find a cabin where a senile old man supposedly had a shed full of alcohol ready to be stolen. They had some issues in their way, and in the end they found out that it was all a lie and Jack was just trying to look cool in front of Jim. Jim got sick of Jack trying to be a bad boy, so he finally got drunk and mad enough to strip his butt in front of everyone and to skinny dip in the lake. Jack didn't just freak out but also wanted to do it himself, but he had an arguing with his girl and they broke up.
I didn't swim in the lake. Hell to the no! My self-esteem wouldn't ever in the world let me be naked in the same place in a sea of perfect bodies and plus I was a pretty mad because I was freezing and Allison and Kristie almost killed my phone.
At the end of the night Kristie and Allison had an amazing idea to piss everyone off, so they stole their clothes and well there was a sort of witch hunt in the woods and Kyle ended yelling a lot of awful stuffs to Kristie and I felt pretty bad for her until I recalled that that was what I've wanted to do for months, so instead of telling what an ass he was, I went offered him my shoulder.
Jim and Jack had a long talk that night about being a good person and that stuffs and every time Jack said that Jim was a kind person Jim grew angrier and angrier until…Until he thought that maybe just maybe, Jack wasn't that wrong after all, and there is when I found them in that cave and spied their conversation discovering that Jim had a vulnerable side that none of the betches, me included. Knew that existed.
That trip changed everything. Now I felt like I couldn't trust Jim as much as I used. I couldn't help feeling he had fall for Jack and worst of all the rest of the betches wouldn't shut up by saying that they thought that Jack was in love with Jim and that Kyle felt the same way about me. I felt confused and dazed. Kyle couldn't love me. He just was using me remember? They had to be wrong. The project's presentation day was nearer every day. There was no place for misunderstandings and less for being love with our targets.
Speaking of no place for love, I had a serious conversation with Jim regarding of what I saw in the lake. He swore me that he didn't have feelings for Jack, but…I don't know. At first I didn't believe him, but after some few words he kind of convinced me, though…To prove his loyalty for the project I forbid him to see Jack for a week and worst of all, and plus, he had to pretend he forgot Jack's birthday that week.
As I said above, that week was Jack's birthday, and since Kyle and Kristie's relationship was already cracking I had a badass idea to make them break up. See, the reason of their fight in the forest was because Kyle was sick of Kristie's childish pranks and her careless behavior, so….I had the idea of planning Jack's birthday party. You might be wondering, how was that going to destroy their relationship? Well, it was pretty simple.
Allison helped me make Kristie think she wanted to give a birthday party for her cousin in her house, it would be something not too fancy and actually pretty quiet and boring as Jack himself. Kyle had to work that day, so he couldn't assist, and here is when I got into the equation. I printed thousands of flyers inviting everyone to the coolest party of the year taking place in Kristie's house, of course I made sure that neither Kyle nor Jack saw any of those. To make things more spicy, when her house got packed with a thong of strangers and have had enough alcohol, I started to take pictures of her dancing all slutty with tons of guys and uploaded them into my Facebook account. Great isn't it? Well, the party wasn't huge success after all.
One of the times I went out to call Liam and Freddy who were keeping Kyle busy in case he decided to pass by and check everything, I ended up running into the twins, and this asshole started to say all this crazy stuffs about feeling sorry for the prank video they recorded making fun of me. I was really pissed. I mean, did he really think that just for saying sorry everything would be okay? I could have killed myself! No way! I said a lot of stuffs to him and at the end I stormed out because he wouldn't let me go.
Now that he was out of my way I tried to find Jack who would probably be pretty drunk by then, but it was useless. I couldn't find him anywhere and in one of my hikes around the house I…Eavesdropped a conversation that Kristie and Allison were having in which Allison told Kristie she was looking for a place to move in with her boyfriend. Kristie thought she was talking about me, but…I knew better. She was taking Derek away from me. That was a low blow. The air escaped from my lungs and I found myself running away from them with the hope it would turn her words in lies. She couldn't just take him away! He was mine! It wasn't fair! Oh…And…For running like crazy, I…I kind of bumped with someone in that party and guess who that someone was?
Isaac. Do you remember Isaac? The guy who ruined my life and the reason why I was recording the horrible human beings project in the first place? Well, he was there. His eyes almost came out of their sockets when he saw me and since I was going through an emotional breakdown, the least person I wanted to see in the world was him, so I tried to get away from him while he kept grabbing me by the arm and acting like crazy in front of pretty confused multitude. It wasn't just odd and awkward, it was humiliating. He wouldn't let me go. For some reason he wanted to talk to me, but I didn't want anything to do with him.
To make things more complicated, the person who came to rescue me turned out to be Derek, yeah that Derek. Last time we talked was when I was in the forest trying to repair my phone and he basically called to tell me that my parents were having arguing again and were disturbing his dad who was pretty sick. I…Kind of yelled at him to let me go, so it only made more awkward that he was stepping up for me in front of Isaac. Oh and remember, he was leaving with Allison for good and I got all those stuffs stuck in my chest. It was too much to bear.
Isaac and Derek started arguing and I had enough, because even when I missed Derek like crazy –though we still lived together- I couldn't stand the idea of him acting like a charming prince, not when he was leaving me and I was the last one to find about it, so I told him and Isaac to fuck off and got out of there.
I ran into Kyle at the door. Christ! My life was freaking soap opera. I mean, all the guys that…Not that I had feelings for them, but…argh! They were a bunch of horrible human beings. I hated them all for so many reasons and now the three of them were in the same room looking at me.
I got out of there and Derek ran after me. I didn't let him talk, I was really furious, so I said all the things I got stuck to loosen a little the lump on my throat. At the end I told him to go and move with Allison, get married and have kids because I didn't want anything to do with him ever again.
It was a pretty crazy night.
You might be wondering what happened with Jim that day. Well, turns out that I was right and I couldn't trust in Jim anymore, because while I starred days of our lives' most fucked up episode, he was with Jack at his loft. Yeah, that's the reason I couldn't find Jack anymore. He grew tired of the party pretty fast and decided to go back to his house.
The week before the party and tried to reach Jim from everywhere and Jim didn't answer his texts, calls and pretended he wasn't home as I ordered him. Jack wouldn't just let him go and actually he almost begged Jim to forgive him for whatever he had done to him, but there wasn't any reply.
Now, the night of the party Jim decided to go out and meet with some friends because he was really bored at home. I didn't' work, he felt even worse, so he went to the club and tried to had sex with a pretty hot guy. Guess what? It didn't work either, he just…Couldn't help feeling he did wrong to Jack who was a very nice person and didn't deserve Jim's indifference. In other words, he thought that Jack showing up at his house and begging him to apologize him from outside was pretty cute.
He lost his mind and he couldn't help it anymore. He showed up at the house of a pretty angry Jack to apologize for not being around with the excuse of being pretty sick those days. Jack bought his lie and they went to Jim's loft where he got Jack's birthday present. For some weird reason they ended up in the roof of Jim's loft watching the starts and asking wishes and when Jack said that he wished Jim's dreams became true, well…There was an earthquake in Jim's insides and to make things worse when Jim gave him his present Jack started saying all kind of crazy things of how Jim was an angel, that he was the greatest person Jack ever knew and that thanks to him he was the happiest person in the world.
See all this crap? That's the reason why I couldn't trust Jim anymore, because after leaving Jack back in his home that night. Jim came to his and realized that he fell for Jackson Whittemore and he fell really hard.
My plan worked by the way. As soon as Kyle saw the party he went crazy and called Kristi's aunt to put an end to it. But I found out about it later because I didn't want to get out of bed that day. Even when I was mad at Derek, the idea of him leaving took me into a new level of depression, though I couldn't stay there longer because Kyle came to my dorm to tell me that he suspected that Kristie was cheating on him and asked me to please find the guy for him. I said yes though, it was stupid to think Kristie was capable of such thing.
I didn't do any research. I stayed at home those days feeling sorry for myself and starting to edit the final cut of the movie for the presentation day that was just weeks away. While I rummaged through the files of the videos I…Found out that some freak from my class had been following me the whole year! Can you believe it? It was scariest thing that happened to me in my whole life, though I didn't give much importance to him, because he was part of an evil clique which only purpose in life was trying to be as cool as me. Their name was Coders and they swaggered around the campus as if it belonged to them, but they were just a bunch of sorry excuses of geeks that couldn't stand that my movies were better than theirs. Anyway. I went straight to this kid's room and scared the shit out of him so he would leave me alone. It was obvious their leader wanted to know what I was up to. But since my project's cameras were the size of a nail, their plan failed.
I thought I was done with that issue, but it wasn't that easy, because two days later I had the whole gang surrounding me and threatening me. I didn't pay attention though, I was pretty busy and they were boring as hell, so I just left them there and ran to Kyle's loft.
Kyle told me that he was going to have a conversation that day with Kristie about the party, which meant that they would argue again, but they were young adults and you know they had hormones and those stuffs, which meant that there was a big change that sex would fix everything and I couldn't afford that. Kyle was almost mine, in fact after making him break up with Kristie I was going to kiss him so he could kick me bloody and I could record it for my movie.
I got to the left with Cass and Liam who got exciting news for me. I took Liam's phone and started sending texts to Kristie pretending to be some guy while Kyle and she argued and we hid outside the door. It almost worked. Kyle was losing his patience for hearing her phone beeping almost every five seconds, if he…If he only had pick up her phone and read the texts I would have won. But he didn't and she turned it off. Damn it! They sorted things out and I made a face pretty much like the internet's fuuuu meme.
I got home really angry. Cass and Liam tried to appease me, and after a couple of minutes they achieved it. Is then when they told me about the great news they got for me. Cass was hired as Dj for the opening night of the new gay club in town and Liam was going to participate in their Drag Queen's beauty contest. Those were major news because Liam always wanted to do drag but he never felt brave enough and Cass was starting a career as a Dj, actually he got job offers from everywhere. I was so happy for them. That's when Liam's phone beeped and we read a text from Kristie apologizing to the guy I pretended to be. She felt really sorry for what happened between them in the party and wanted to clear things up at his work the next day. That let me breathless. I couldn't believe she actually cheated on Kyle after all. I got a chance! A last chance and I had to take the opportunity, I was going to take Kyle to that guy's work and the same moment Kristie went to meet with him.
Don't think I forgot about Jim. Those days were pretty interesting for him too. He woke up with a smile on his face almost every day. He wouldn't stop thinking about Jack in rare occasions they weren't together, because now it was impossible to see one of them without the other. But Jim's happiness didn't last long. First of all, he had to hide his feelings for Jack, because Jack was Christian, straight and also his enemy. He also felt guilty for betraying me and not recording anything else for the project, and…Jack's mom. She was a pretty annoying woman and since she knew that Jack and Jim were pretty close she came out of nowhere one day and asked Jim's help to convince Jack to get back with his girlfriend.
Jim didn't find a way to say no, so he would ended up agreeing on helping. Of course he didn't do it, he just told Jack what his mom asked him and told him that he should talk to his mother about it. Sadly Jack misunderstood everything and ended up getting back with his girl.
The night I found out that Kristie was cheating on Kyle. Jack's mother invited Jim to their house for a special dinner of reconciliation. He knew it was going to be a pain in the ass, but again he didn't want to be rude to the woman. When he got to Jack's house that night he knew that something weird was going on. It wasn't just a dinner but a pretty fancy one, that night he met the parents of Jack's girl and for his surprise he found out that the girl's dad was a closeted gay and the mother…She was disturbingly familiar to Jim, just like Jack's mom and she also had that feeling about Jim –Not good at all-, and after eavesdropping a fight between Jack and his girl about Jim's presence there, he came out to sit on his place and find Jack proposing to his insufferable Barbie doll and felt how his world crumbled.
That's it. Jim's life sucked pretty much at that point, but it only got worse when Kristie stood up in the dinner and said that Jack shouldn't marry Beverly. There was a major brawl between Jack's mom and the girl and in the end the woman kicked her out. Jim felt bad for her but he had no time for feeling sorry for anyone who wasn't himself, so he took his leave but Jack stopped him right before climbing into his car and kneeled before him as you would expect your fairy tale's prince to kneel before you to make you the happiest person in the world, but Jack didn't want to marry him of course. He wanted to ask Jim to be his best mate in the wedding. That was it. Jim couldn't play nice and cool anymore. He couldn't just pretend he was made of stone, so…He was the bitch that the whole world said he was. He told Jack that he wasn't his friend. That he never was and had been making fun of him at his back all that time. It was the best for both of them. Jim needed Jack to believe that he was a horrible person. That way he would let him go and Jim would be able to mourn his broken heart in peace.
When Jack finally let him go with watery eyes, Jim got into his car to find out that Kristie was waiting for him there. She let him know that she had always known that Jim had feelings for Jack, and also she believed that Jack felt the same way about Jim, but Jim wouldn't listen. If Jack had feelings for him, he wouldn't have proposed to Beverly in the first place.
Well, as you see things were starting to get pretty mess up in our lives. I mean, this is just a summary, the whole picture is even more complicated. Anyway, coming back to me. I found the way to follow Kristie to the job of the guy she was cheating on Kyle, and to make things more spicy….I fooled Kyle and told him I was taking him out to celebrate the end of our first week of finals. He agreed and we got into Liam's truck while my friend gave me instructions of where Kristie was through an earphone.
She turned out to be going toward a fancy restaurant. I stormed in, scaring the shit out of the snobs that were getting their soups followed by Kyle. He didn't know the real reason why we were there, so it was hard for me to look for Kristie in such big place. The funny thing about all this, is that it was Klein the end who found Kristie and my heart gave a lurch when I turned to find out with who she was talking.
It was Allison. Yeah, the same Allison that was my fake girlfriend, and the same Allison that was my best friend's –Who I didn't' talk to- real girlfriend.
Lesbians. Was that for real? I had a lot of questions of my mind. But Kristie's face confirmed everything. She looked so frightened and confused, as the rest. The only one who truly knew what the hell was going on there was me, and I did the only thing that seemed to make sense to do. I acted all cheesy with Allison and said that Kyle and I went to have lunch with Allison.
Twisted, wasn't it? Well, it got weirder, because after dropping Kyle and Kristie back on his place, he…Hugged again, but tighter this time and he said that he knew I planned the lunch at the restaurant just to help him normalize things between Kristie and him. Funny, right? Well, he started acting odd. He said he didn't deserve me and I felt…Really crappy for that.
We were just two weeks away from the project's presentation day and I still didn't have an ending. Even worse, I was pretty confused at that point, and considering the fact that I didn't know that Jim was done with the project. Just do the math.
Jim got it pretty bad that week, without having Jack around he felt pretty miserable though he didn't admit it of course. I worked hard for my finals and also had a mini movie brawl with the coders in one of the presentation days. They tried to humiliate me in front of the whole campus because I scared their minion and I took revenge by humiliating him even harder. As usual the movie I presented that day was a hit, but…It wasn't just a hit but a huge success, actually it was the first time one of my movies got such impact. In matter of seconds everyone, and I mean EVERYONE in Oakwood was talking about me, and for your information Oakwood was huge. So…I was kind of a tiny celebrity in the school, which lasted just an hour or so.
After presenting my movie I went to meet Kyle at his work in the pizza place and he gave me my favorite as a present, because even though he worked his butt out that afternoon, he heard the news and you got to see the way he looked at me. It was so...Kind and genuine, but oddly disturbing.
When I got a booth to eat my pizza and see the comments people where leaving on Oakwood's fan page. Brandon –The coder's leader- Got in like a wild beast dragging his minion with him. He demanded me to apologize to the kid and I went mad and told him to fuck off because he had no right to ask me that after he sent him to follow me the whole year and then tried to humiliate me in front of the whole school.
He kept saying that he didn't send him after me, but I didn't believe him. I knew he was lying. I had prof, and when I turned to snatch my laptop and show him the videos, accidentally knocked my down my coke and it slouched all over my laptop.
Yeah, it died.
I almost had a heart attack when I saw that, and I recovered the control of my mind and body an hour later or so, when I was in my bedroom crying my lungs out and found out that Derek was asking me what have happened.
Let's go back to Jim please. It is still hard to remember that moment of my life. Well, Jim…Jim was trying to continue with his life after losing any chance with Jack, but Kristie…She had other ideas in mind. She went to see Jim while they were on training and kept telling him that Jim needed to do something, because she knew that Jack was in love with him. Jim tried to make her understand how wrong she was, but the more she talked and explained to him her reason the less he felt sure of his words. Things were starting to get messed up again. He didn't know what to do or believe and now all he wanted was a sign. He craved for a sign that told him that Kristie was right and Jack was in love with him after all, because if Kristie was right it meant that Jack basically begged Jim to save him from getting hitched with Beverly and Jim let him down, so in the end Jack wasn't getting marry because he wanted, but because Jim sucked reading body language.
Coming back to my personal soap opera. I lost everything. All the files of the project were in my computer and since it was pretty much dead, it meant that there wasn't going to be a movie, and plus, I would have to take that class again the next year. Surprising and confusingly, I felt sad and relieved at the same time.
I stayed away from the world for a whole year. Without eating or sleeping. Just thinking. Through my cosmic journey in the theater I realized a couple of things. I was sad because I lost all my hard work, but at the same time I was happy because I had a serious issues with procrastinating. Though I wanted to publish my movie and be a star in the school, I was afraid of what might happen next. Anxiety was a big issue for me those days, that's the reason why I felt relieved. Deep down inside I wanted to find a reason to not publish the project because I didn't have a plan of what I was going to do next after it was done, and because if the project was released Kyle wouldn't want anything to do with me anymore and…I kind of….Enjoyed his company again. Let's face it, I felt for him, not in a romantic way, but…I cared about him even if it was a little bit and I considered him my friend and didn't want to imagine my life without him. The same way I still couldn't imagine it without Derek when he finally moved in with Allison in matter of days. It was overwhelming and scary, but in the end I felt in peace with myself and it was then when I felt strong enough to come back to the real world.
The news about what happened to me spread quickly. That's the thing about becoming celebrity. Suddenly everyone knew who I was, and also all of them had an opinion about my life and most of the school said that I destroyed my laptop just because I was desperate for attention. Derek knew better though. He took care of me even when I told that I was better, see why I say he is the best friend in the world? Even we he was mad of me for so many reasons that I lost count, he wouldn't ever let me down.
People came to check me up those days. Allison was really helpful to finish to clear things up. I didn't ask her about Kristie and whatever happened between them, because it scared me the answer I might get, and guessed that they had the right to deal with the situation themselves without any pressure, even when that meant that they were cheating. I just felt that it would be pretty vile of me if I told anyone about it.
The betches came that same day and tried to cheer me up in the only way they. Yup, they started mocking about me for being a virgin. I love those bastards, but sometimes I want to smack them in the head. Even though I was pretty happy to see them I missed one person in our clique. Jim. I didn't know anything about him since the day we had the conversation about his feelings for Jack.
He showed up that Friday to drag me out of my room and take me to the opening night of the new bar in town. Remember? Cass was going to be the Dj in there and Liam would try to win the crown in the Drag Queen's beauty contest. Well, he used that against me. Emotional blackmail about how I was letting down my friends for feeling sorry for myself when they had been supporting me for the past six months with my project and blah blah blah. I knew he was right, but I didn't want to go anyway because I wasn't in the mood. He won though.
We had a great night in the club. I mean, Liam made a stunning appearance and the wiped the floor with the other girls. He loved lovely and having his parents there supporting him was just amazing. Oh…Also, I ended up running into one of the twins, the same one who tried to apologize to me at Kristie's home. That night I learned that his name was Craig, and he went there because Tim told him to. I was really mad to see him there because I hated him, but he wouldn't stop apologizing and sending me hints about the possibility of him being gay and how scary the whole situation looked to him. It was so annoying.
Liam won the crown. We helped him with his musical number and I wore heels for the first time in my life –pretty uncomfortable- Even Craig helped and he looked like he was enjoying them moment. I started to felt so empathy for him after that. We decided to continue partying at Jim's loft, so we came out of the club and one of the other contestants came after us to hug Liam and congratulate him for winning. That's when everything went to shit.
We ran into a gang of bullies that started to make fun of us. But since we're as everybody else we shot back to them and started to make them feel uncomfortable about themselves to give them a lecture about hate and ignorance. They took it pretty bad though, because they started to chase us to beat the living hell out of us and…Rape us.
It was one of the scariest nights of my life. We ended up in a parking lot running for our lives. I aided Liam to run since he was wearing a dress and they beat me and kicked the air out of my lungs while other dragged Liam away from me and he cried for help. Craig saved me and I was so shocked and relieved until the way he save me from recognized him and he panicked and ran away.
I saved Liam from some of them that were trying to rape him while he kept hearing the horrible screeches of the other drag queen and Liam told me that we needed to go there, but I couldn't think. I was so scared and needed to take him to a safe place first. He convinced me in the end, but it was too late. Shaneleslie was raped and lay unconscious in the ground. I fought them but they were too many and in the end I was choking on my own blood.
When I came back to sense a group of people was saving us. The gang ran away scared and Cass helped me stand up just to find that…The guys who saved us were the guys of Oakwood's soccer team. Which included Jack and Kyle.
I ran away. I couldn't face the fact that Kyle knew the truth about me. I couldn't just stay calm after all the awful things that we lived that night. My mind kept taking me to Shaneleslie lying on a pool of blood. I needed to know what happened, I needed to go to the hospital.
The betches were there already when I got outside of the intensive care alley. We stayed in silence for hours, until we were kicked out by an angry man who we guessed was her father.
Derek almost fainted when he saw me. He went into full protective mode and started to hug me and to press me tight against his chest while he continued to break our embrace to take a closer look to my face. He swore he would find those bastards. He said he was going to kill them, but I got to appease him. I wanted to forget that awful night and just get back to normal. It wasn't that easy though. The betches were concerned about Liam, so we went to spend the day with him. There we learned that Shaneleslie's name was Anthony Williams and he was better now. He would come out of the hospital in a couple of days, also I saw how Liam's life changed from a day to other. It was like being with a completely different person, even though he wasn't raped. They took something from him that night, and that thing was his light. It was so hard to see.
Meanwhile Jim had to face the consequences of the way he came out of the closet. The whole team were making fun of him for being gay. Except for Garret and Aidan. Even though Jack wasn't laughing he didn't do anything to stop the others. Actually he was acting as if Jim didn't exist.
The coach wasn't on sight and as soon as they Jack mad, he decided to take care of that day's training session. He did everything on his power to punish Jim for being the way he was by forcing them to make tons of hard exercises, because according his logic, if Jim was gay he was more fragile than the rest of the team, but in the end Jim ended up humiliating them all by being the only one standing in the end. Jack got mad a forced him to make more and more things, and breathless Jim did them, until he lost his patience and told Jack how infantile he was acting and they had an arguing and Jim make him take his place in the goal. Jim punished Jack hard, he lost his sense for a couple of minutes and the wrath took over him.
Kyle stopped him suddenly. Jim blinked and he saw how Jack stood got out of there without saying anything. Everyone looked at Jim as if he was crazy. Kyle came on charge and Jim stayed for hours waiting for Jack to come out of the locker room. At the end he grew tired and got inside to find Jack. When he heard snivels he felt anger scorching his guts, but then he realized that Jack was crying for another reason. Emily, Jim's friend from the community center for kids with cancer died minutes ago.
Jim needed a pair of minutes to come back to his senses. He felt awful for hearing those news, but seeing Jack in such state was killing him. Emily was fine, he thought she was getting better. But now she was gone. It changed everything. He tried to talk to Jack but he wouldn't listen and also hurt Jim. At the end he came out to find a bar. Concerned that he might do something stupid Jim came after him.
Jack started drinking and went drunk pretty quickly. They talked for hours and he was rude to Jim the whole night. Telling him how wrong he was for being gay. Asking a lot of questions about me and if Jim and I were a couple. It wasn't just awkward for Jim but also very painful. The despise in Jack's words was too much to bear and if it wasn't enough, after threating Jim like crap he begged him to let him sleep in his loft, though he let very clear that he wouldn't sleep in the same room as Jim –Asshole-
Jim was carrying on his back more weight than what he could handle, and after leaving Jack in the couch he went to his bed and finally crumbled. He wasn't strong enough to keep going and pretending that everything was fine or making himself believe that he was strong. He started crying for the first time in years because everything sucked in his life and now Emily was gone.
People use to say that when you hit bottom the only place where you can go then is up. But the following day was even harder for Jim. Going to Emily's funeral was a million of times worst of what he imagined it. There wasn't a way he would be able to continue with his life after that. He felt sadness and anger. He wanted to cry and kick because life was unfair. He tried to find some comfort by holding Jack's hand, but the guy went crazy and started yelling things at Jim, and Jim couldn't help it anymore and he told him how wrong he was for thinking that it was his responsibility to take care of him. Jim let him very clear that he had feelings too, that he needed a shoulder where to cry and that Jack was acting like a horrible person.
Some realization came to Jack's eyes after those words. They went to drink again and Jack got drunk once more. After leaving Jack on the couch, Jim went to his bed just to find that the guy followed him. Jack got into his bed and asked Jim to hold him.
Jim hesitated a bit and did it. Once they were wrapped in each other arms Jack asked Jim to promise him that he wouldn't die before he did, because even when he always had been a very independent person his whole life. He knew he couldn't live in a world where Jim didn't exist. See how fucked up this Jackson Whittemore was? Damn! That's the reason why our poor Jimmy was so confused. Jack was crazy if you ask me. I mean, what about his girlfriend? What about his mom? He could have said those words to any other living being, but Jim? After the way he treated him those days?
Speaking of being an asshole. I had wonderful days with Derek and now and I had to pay the price for being the major asshole I was the whole year. That Monday was the day I would had present the horrible human beings project in our class, and since I didn't have a movie I had no reason to go, but I did to support Derek. Surprisingly I found out that Derek put my name in his AMAZING movie, just to save my ass. See? He kept doing it. I'll say this just one last time. He is the best friend in the world, and I didn't deserve him.
I went crazy when I saw that and told him that he shouldn't have done that, because despite the fact that I deserved to fail. The movie was a huge success, but since it got my name next to Derek's everyone forgot he existed and I got all the attention and the congratulations. It wasn't fair, at all. Plus, Mr. Geek pants checked up my laptop and got to save my hard drive and….Major plot twist. I didn't lose the project! Can you believe it? After the things I went through, the project was still alive, and Derek saved the files even when he didn't' believe in what I was doing! Okay I know I say this every two paragraphs, but…Derek is the best friend in the world! I couldn't believe that got to do such selfless thing for me. I wanted to tell him so many things, but I didn't know from where to start. In that very moment Kyle came out of nowhere and asked me a couple of minutes alone.
I hesitated but followed him. We had a conversation about my sexuality and how confused he was because I hid it from him. At the end Kyle told me that he had always known I was gay and that it was cool, he knew what was like to be bullied for being gay even when he wasn't, but people just assumed it because he was in the acting program. I felt pretty bad. Kyle was so nice with me and I couldn't believe he knew about my pain. Also he gave me an application sheet to get into the winter's film festival that was taking place next December. I wasn't sure if it was a good idea, but I accepted because he wouldn't let me say no. Right then he saw Jack and went to talk to him about something. I ran into Jim who was looking for Jack and I took him with Kyle and Jack behind an oak.
Without planning it, we kind of eavesdropped their conversation, and well, Jack was said pretty awful things about Jim and gays in general. Kyle was trying to make him understand that there was nothing wrong with being gay, until Jack asked him if he would think the same if I was in love with him. That changed everything. The moment my name came into the conversation Kyle's speech changed and now he said it would suck because we were really close but if I was his friend just to try to turn him gay he would get into my game and make regret it.
It changed everything. Jim and I stepped back openmouthed. They were awful persons. We couldn't believe they truly said those words. Still speechless we found the betches and Liam quickly showed us a video that one of Anthony William's friends recorded. He was pretty angry telling how unjust society was and how messed up everything was those days. He was right Anthony didn't deserve what happened to him, but still there were people making fun of the situation just because he was a guy in a dress. It was awful and painful. The guy in the video made a warning. Since stonewall everything changed and he wouldn't let things get clogged again. I felt his anger burning in my chest, and I'm sure the betches did to. Someone had to do something, we couldn't stay arms crossed while we were mocked, humiliated, raped and murdered just because of our sexuality and genders. We would fight back. We decided to continue with the project and inscribe it in the winder's film festival. That day we wrote the betches manifesto. That day was the day an idea became something way bigger. That was the first day of a new era that was about dawn.
Well, here is where we left it. I highly recommend you to sit down, because my horrible and sweet revenge starts now and believe me. What happened next was frigging crazy.
