Cry
By: Sailor Aurora Helios
Disclaimer: I don't won it already! LEAVE ME ALONE! No, not you minna those freaking lawyers, I know you guys know I'm just a broke middle school student who still begs her parents for money. In other words I do not own Faith Hill, her song Cry, or Gundam Wing! OK!?!?
Authors Notes: Hmmm Yes ANOTHER, song fic. Yes I know I should work on that angel/demon fic I promised but that evil writer's blocks won't go away. Well I got this idea while watching the Faith Hill special last night. It's kinda short, I know. I dunno maybe I'll make a sequel and have some knight in shining armor come to the rescue. But for now this is it. Now, ONWARD!
Notes: POV, shonen ai, angst
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if i had just one tear
running down your cheek
maybe i could cope
maybe i'd get some sleep.
I stared in disbelief. How can he do this? Just sit there and tell me things, and his face remain so emotionless. He doesn't care does he? I coulda killed myself a long time ago and he wouldn't care. Hell, he's killing me right now. I stared at him, the man I loved, as he slowly tore apart my heart.
if i had just one moment at your expense
maybe all my misery would be well spent.
All this time, he never cared. That what hurt the most, the one person I cared more than anything about thinks I'm lower then the scum of the earth and could care less. If I knew that he was at least a little upset about this… but he's not.
could you cry a little
lie just a little
pretend that youre feeling a little more pain.
i gave, now im wanting something in return
so cry just a little for me.
Why can't he just cry a little, pretend he was hurting? No, wait. We're talking about Mr. Perfect Soldier boy here, he can't cry. I turn it's done, it's over. He killed me. Ripped my heart from my chest and stomped on it. Then shot it a million times with the fucking gun of his.
A couple days later I found my self at where Quatre was staying. I was a mess I know it, probably smelled like beer. I never really liked beer before, but for some reason I just couldn't put it down. Quatre looked upset but when he saw me… he seemed… nervous? Scared? What was going on?
if your love could be caged
honey, i would hold the key.
and conceal it underneath
that pile of lies you handed me.
and you'd hunt and those lies
they'd be all you'd ever find.
and that'd be all you'd have to know
for me to be fine.
"Who is it, koi?" A voice drifted down the hall, a painstakingly familiar voice. Heero walked into the hall and froze, standing there stalk still. We just stared at each other for a moment.
"Heero… you… Quatre… how long? Never mind I'll leave." I turned to go. How long had the two been lovers? Was this why Heero really kept disappearing?
"Duo, wait!" Heero called after me but I was long gone. My mind was racing, so many times he had lied to me. Why? I loved him… but he didn't love me back.
and you'd cry a little
you'd die just a little
and baby i would feel just a little less pain.
i gave now from wanting
something in return
so cry just a little for me.
Heero closed his eyes looking at the ground. Quatre walked over and just held him murmuring comforting words.
"I'm sorry Duo… I shouldn't have lied to you." He whispered.
give it up baby
i hear youre doin fine.
nothins gonna save me
i see it in your eyes.
some kind of heartache
honey give it a try.
i don't want pity,
i just want what is mine
That was a couple months ago. Heero Yuy was now a very important man, he'd probably forgotten all about me. What happened to me, you're wondering. I flicked the cigarette against the ground grinding my foot over it. I looked around at the abandoned buildings of L2. I knew when people looked at me; I could see the pity in their eyes. As they watched the pale faced boy with dark circles under his eyes get himself drunk or stoned, they wanted to help. They can't… I'm dead inside why can't my fucking body just die already. As for Heero, I can't even hope that he'll burn in hell one day. I still love him… this is what happens when you love someone you get your heart broken.
could you cry a little
lie just a little
pretend that youre feeling a little more pain.
i gave, now im wanting something in return
so cry just a little for me.
cry just a little for me
whoa whoa
Could cry just a little for me
