Rose's Thoughts of Bella

Disclaimer: Don't own Twilight.

I am finally getting out what I say, right now, on paper, and no one will reprimand me for it!

I could've dealt with Bella coming in, or Edward falling in love with a human, but still, she just dropped into our lives. No warning, no nothing.

What most people see in me is a bitchy, self-centered, vain little person that doesn't care about anyone else except Emmett. But what they don't know is why that is.

Does Bella even know that all I have are my family and my looks? That she damaged it so bad I turned even bitchier? Why didn't Bella look at me?

Bella is not perfect, not even cute, nor pretty, or anything else, she has the lowest IQ I have ever seen in my entire life, and she doesn't care about anyone else's feelings. She is not anything. She is not...just not, alright?

But, oh, no, perfect, precious, innocent Bella is never second-guessed. But, of course, Rosalie is always second-guessed.

Esme, oh, Esme, I used to be your favorite daughter, and now you can't even see the bad colors of Bella, because she is 'perfect, precious, and innocent'. Esme, why don't you ever look at me in a different light and actually listen to me?

Emmett, my love, you always wonder why I don't love Bella as a sister, is because she is the one that is vain, self-centered, and the worst complaining bitch in the world. Now, that is why.

Edward, I still like you as a brother, but that likeness is dwindling. Can you please explain why you didn't tell her to come into our family gradually?

Alice, I hope you're on my side. But, I still like you, even if we fight all the time. See, this is why bringing Bella into the family was bad. And you know it, too. That's the reason why, but still, can we be sisters? Ones that team up together against a person that gets up in the other one's face, you know?

Jasper, at least I know you are indifferent, but are leaning toward "it's bad" because of your blood-lust.

Carlisle, can you see why I am like this? Oh well. You only like Bella pretty much now.

What I don't get is how much that Bella is loved, while I am hated. It seems so much that my life is so screwed it will take an eternity to get it back into place. More of what I don't get is that I only helped Bella when she had Nessie because I wanted the family to like me.

I also don't like how much Jacob and I have in common. We both hate the girl and her husband now.

Since this is my last chance to get all of my feelings out, I need to say this: Bella, you are the worst little bitch I have ever saw. You made my life so screwed it will take an eternity to fix, and that I only have my family and my looks. I can't deal with how clingy and obnoxious you are. You are so annoying. I hate you. Go die, will you?

I finally got out what I think. Now I will hide this away until I need to take it out and mail it to that bitch. Goodbye.