Chapter one. Rosalie POV
I hated her the moment I saw her. No, not hate. I didn't hate her. I envied her. She could have kids. Beautiful or ugly, it didn't matter. She could still have kids. I couldn't. Not now, not ever. That was the worst thing about being who I was. I didn't want to be around her so when we all left to give Edward and Bella some space, I was relived. I didn't have to depress my self about thinking of the children I couldn't have. She would only remind me about them. I went to my room and sat down on the love seat in there. I pulled my knees up and wrapped my arms around them. Emmett went to hunt with Jasper. Perfect. This left me alone to brood by my self unquestioned. I lost track of time and a while later Emmett came back.
"Hey," he said. I gave a start and said
"How was the hunt?"
"Fine," he replied. "We went to Alaska and found some really nice grizzlies. I picked what to hunt this time."
"Oh," I said. I stood up.
"You okay? You seem sad." He gave a slight frown and wrapped his arms around me and held me. I put my head on his chest and put my arms around his neck.
"Did you like her?" he asked.
"Who?" I asked although I already knew who he was talking about.
"Bella" he responded.
"She's human," I said.
"Yes and?" he prompted.
"I guess. She can have so much more than me. She should be seeing another human."
"Hmmm" he seemed thoughtful. "Hey be at least she's not after me." I let a short laugh. He kissed the top of my head.
"Want to go amuse ourselves with other vampires?" he asked.
"Sure."
