Disclaimer: Honestly if you haven't gotten this by now...


Alone, dark and afraid
Why did I think I could do this?
Why did I listen
When he never really cared

I could have stayed
Where I belong
With the people who cared
With the family who loved

Is this really the end?
Can it even be real?
This can't be the time
I never got to say

Never got to tell the person
Who saw me through
How much he mattered
How he made me laugh

I want him to know
Even though it's too late

To tell him it all

If only I'd stayed
Then I could say
That he was everything
To me.

If only I wasn't so scared
Of the feelings
Boiling inside
Burning me with guilt

To say my small secret
To tell him how I feel
To unleash the agony
Tearing me apart

To be filled with joy
Instead of pain
To be able to smile
Instead of cry

All I want is for him to know
To know that I love him
That I can't live without him

To know he'll always be
The centre of my world


Reveiw please as always :) And all the faithful editor stuff.

Mx