Chapter 1
Let me introduce myself. My name is Alex. I am 16 years old. I go to Maryland High School Campus. I love books. Physics is my passion. I hate geography and anything that has to do with sports. I have (had?) 2 main best friends. Anne and May, they both go with me to my school. My only friend I know is there for me is called Emma, she loves the same things I do and I really appreciate her. My birthday is in August 21. My favorite book ever is "Eleanor and Park" my one of the best authors ever Rainbow Rowell. My favorite TV show is "Agents of S. H. I. E. L. D" and I love One Direction and Shawn Mendes. I have a crush on Matthew. I don´t think he likes me (who would anyways?). People think I have a huge low self-esteem. Mostly I do things by impulse. Sometimes I have anxiety attacks. Like really huge. Anyway, I don´t know why they happen. But when they do my fingers go huge and I may eat the double of my weight in any food. The worst part of them are the headaches, they hurt so bad. I know Spanish, English, French, and a little bit of Russian and Italian. I´ve always done my best I could in school. I have some AP classes. I mostly try my hardest because I´m scared of the future (maybe that´s why the anxiety attacks?) I´m scared of what might happen. I try my hardest too to socialize. I do my best, but I sometimes have problems, because many people think I´m a little weird because I read so much (I still don´t understand why. Books are the best thing ever) or maybe because I don´t talk that much. I really need time to trust people, because I´m always careful who I tell my stuff and trust. But either way, I trust way too much, even when I know I shouldn´t. Sometimes I think I´m a watcher. Because even if I don´t talk too much, I do see everything, seriously everything. Every movement of any person, even that small details. My friends sometimes call me like that. I read a book a day. Of 600 pages. More when I have the time
