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Jade POV:

It's been years since I saw him. Last time was in college right before graduation. We decided to go our separate ways. It was hard, really hard. I still loved him and I know he still loved me so why did we end things? Because we both needed to focus on our dreams and I Okayed it. That was probably the worst mistake of my life. I live in a small apartment in Manhattan. It was always my dream to be on Broadway and now I'm finally here. There's just one thing missing, Beck. Opening night is tomorrow and I invited all my old friends Cat, Robbie, André, and Tori. I have been having doubts about giving beck a call or text. There were just so many things that were never said when he left, when I left. It could not hurt to give him a call would it… maybe I could have André do it they were still pretty close. I dialed his number. "Hey Jade what's up?"

"Hi! Um I was just wondering if you could give Beck a call and tell him about the show tomorrow. It has been a really long time since we last talked and I don't think this is the right time to start it, but I really would like it if he came."

"Say no more. I'm on it."

"Thank you." With that I hung up the phone. What the hell did I just do? Seeing Beck how stupid could I be. What if he had a girlfriend, then I would feel totally wired. You know what, no I will not live in constant fear I am Jade West when was I ever afraid of anything I was raised better than that. I looked over at the clock, it read 5pm. Now I was going to drive my self crazy waiting to see if André calls me back with news of Beck's appearance at the opening of the show. I was going to drive myself bonkers I had to get out for a little. Maybe I should visit Cat.

I buzzed the doorbell for Cat to let me into her place. This is the first time I have been here. Cat moved apartments after her last break up. I walked up the small stairwell 3 flights. Room 309 the brown paint chipped door read. I knocked twice and out sprang Cat with arms wide open.

"JADE!"

"Hey Cat." After high school Cat mellowed out allowing me to actually start being able to be around her with out wanting to chop her head off.

"It is sooo good to see you come in, come in."

"It's really good to see you to Cat what have you been up to. Last time I saw you, you were living with Jack, now what he broke your heart and you are gunna make a name for your talented little self?" Cat smiled

"You know it, that jackass broke my heart and now im gunna make him pay." She giggled at Jackass because his name is Jack and he was indeed an ass. I can't say I didn't laugh a little to. That guy was a royal pain.

"Well I'm glad you are ok. So what do you plan on doing acting, singing, writing?"

"I think I'm going to start with music I have got a lot of anger and hurt inside of me and it really just needs to come out."

"Ohh I feel yea Cat, I have a lot of love problems myself." I laughed at how lame my life sounded.

"Oh that's right! You and Beck…" she looked at me knowing she was being insensitive.

"I'm sorry Jade I Really am I know how much he maenad to you." I looked at her and just gave her a weak smile. "Thanks Cat it has been really hard but obviously I have to try and get over him for the time being. I mean that was the plan we both had dreams and we needed to go do them before things got even more complicated." I looked around her apartment as we sat in comfortable silence. Her walls were a light pink and a bright white typical Cat Valentine. She had a small darker pink couch a wooden coffee table and a flat screen TV. I would say it's nicer on the inside than the outside.

"So you have anything to eat im starved?"

"Oh yeah I have left over Chinese food we can eat it out of the container and watch movies like the good old days! Huh how does that sound?" she asked and it sounded like a pretty good idea to me. I nodded and walked over to the TV as she got the food ready this was going to be a good night, just what I needed.

After we ate Cat feel asleep. I felt awkward, I did not want to wake her up but I also did not just want to disappear. I took out my phone to look at the time 8:00pm. I was kind of freaking out. André must have called Beck right? I could not take the wondering any longer. I got out my phone and called André.

"Jade?"

"Yeah it's me. Hi again um I'm really sorry I should not have called you I should just... Yeah umm bye-." André cut me off before I could hang up.

"Jade."

"Yeah."

"He's coming." And with that he hung up and my heart stopped. Oh my god, I was going to see Beck he was going to see me. I started hyperventilating, that woke Cat up she ran over to me.

"Jade what's wrong are you ok?"

"Yeah I'm fine…it's just…Beck is coming to opening night." I said with a half smile and she brought out the pearly whites and hugged me super tight. We spent the rest of the night rehearsing my lines for the show and rehearsing what I should say to Beck.

When I got home I crashed. Today was the day I would see my soul mate again I was really nervous. I wonder if he is just as scared as I was or if this was going to faze him at all. When he left I could not tell what feelings he had left for me. I sure they were all still there he just needed some time; I'm pretty sure two years is enough. But what if he has changed what if I have changed. I feel like I'm just getting sucked into a black hole with all these questions and no answers but I will be finding out soon enough. I just hope it's worth it.