A/N: This has been bouncing around in my head for a while, so I thought I would publish it. *update, it was pointed out that I misspelled Jack's name. Fixed it.
Disclaimer: If I owned Criminal Minds, it would revolve around Reid. Just sayin'
1. He dislikes being called Hotchner. He realizes that it's his name but he would much rather be called Hotch. His father was Hotchner.
2. He could have loved Garcia. No, he does love Garcia but he thinks he could have loved her like he loves Haley if he had met Garcia first.
3. Reid reminds him a lot of himself in his first years at the bureau. Reid's much smarter, obviously, but they acted much the same way during their first years. It scares him that he was ever that young and innocent.
4. He had trouble looking at Jack for days after Haley was- was killed. Jack looks so much like his mother.
5. He wishes he could smile more. He wishes he could show the people around him how much he cares about them.
