18-year-old Loki stood near the window of his bedroom. Recently, he's had these feelings that he can't explain when people ask. It's not that he wants to keep it bottled up inside, it's because his father, Odin, the king of Asagard could easily disown him forever. Even though, they aren't on best terms anyway, still, it would still hurt him.
"Why do I even bother to exist? I'm not worth anything or any body's time. The cobwebs in the dirtiest parts of the castle is worth more than my existence. …..Maybe I should disappear forever." Loki thought, staring out at the world beyond his window. He was taken out of his thought by a knock on this door.
"Who is it?" Loki asked, not even looking behind him.
"It's Thor." he answered. Loki blushed a light pink color across his pale cheeks.
"Why would he be knocking on MY door? …..Forget it. I'm not even going to dwell on this." Loki thought.
"Loki, can I come in?" Thor asked.
"Yes." Loki answered back. Still turned around, Thor entered the room and closed the door. Thor has been worried about his younger brother. He thought since today is a lazy day, maybe he could find out what's going on with Loki.
"Are you even going to turn around?" Thor asked. Loki turned around but his head was down. Thor wasn't even going to try to question Loki about why he's acting like this.
"Brother, I have noticed that you've been on edge and more distant than normal." Thor was interrupted by Loki looking up straight at him.
"Wouldn't you be around here if you were in my shoes?" Loki replied. Thor was confused by Loki's response.
"Loki, you have to be more clear, please." Thor told him. He could see that Loki's emotions were starting to overflow. Loki decided this was enough.
"Thor, maybe I shouldn't tell you." Loki replied. Thor was shocked by this. Usually, Loki is never the one to be secretive about how he feels. He walked over to Loki and put his hand on his cheek. Loki blushed harder and couldn't keep eye contact.
"Loki, whatever is bottled up inside you. You can tell me." Thor let him know. The pressure became to much for Loki and he pushed Thor off of him.
"What the?!" Thor said. As he got up, he saw Loki bent over with his head on his knees, crying.
"Loki? You're-!" Thor was stopped by Loki.
"Thor, you'll never understand, even if I told you. Please, just leave and forget this ever happened." Loki said, still crying.
"No." Thor said.
