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I always needed time on my own,

I never thought I'd

need you there when I cry

Harry's hand shook as he read letter Draco had left him. He had thought Draco had loved him. Hell, Draco had told him he'd loved him.

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

To: Potter,

I dont want to be with you anymore. I'm not sorry. I know you very well Harry.

I want you to get over me. I don't care about you anymore, as I have found someone else to spend my life with.

You need to find yourself another man, and try, even though you can't,

to forget about me.

I never want to see you again, and I'm not sorry about this.

Have a nice life,

--D. Malfoy

Harry's back ached from sitting in the same position on the couch, reading and re-reading the letter, over and over.

The paper was thin and worn, the ink running where Harry's tears had fallen.

He had come to the house from a day out to find the house empty of anything Draco-ish.

Draco had done his best of making it seem like he had never lived there.

But Harry still had the memories. And the memories were what pained him the most.

He took a few deep breaths, trying to compose himself.

Harry moved around numbly, staring into each room, hoping that this was some kind of joke. But it wasn't.

He didn't notice when his elbow hit the side of the counter, starting to bleed.

He didnt notice when he tripped and fell on the floor, face-first. He was oblivious to all things around him.

He slowly made his way to the bathroom, and washed his face, savoring the warmth of water on his skin.

////FLASHBACK\\

" Potter, in here" Malfoy hissed as Harry walked out of the Great Hall. It was one pof the first moments he was able to catch him alone.

"What Malfoy?" Hissed Harry, clearly exasperated. "If you'e come to make fun of me, can't you do it some where else, instead of a broom closet?"Harry tried to sound annoyed, but secretely he was pleased.

Harry stared at Draco's lips, as his mouth moved, wondering what it would be like to kiss them.

"Harry...what I'm trying to say is..I think I love you..."

Harry's thoughts snapped back to attention. Did he just say he loved him???

"what?"

"You can laugh if you like, but my feelings-"

Malfoy was interupted by Harry pressing his lips to his. Wrapping his arms around his head, Harry nibbled and licked Draco's lips, wanting entrance.

Draco moaned, like every vein in his body was on fire. The feel of Harry's hands exploring every inch of his body almost made him cry out.

"Malfoy-"

"Draco-"

"Draco-I love you too."

////END FLASHBACK\\

Harry started at his pathetic self in the mirror, and slowly a tear trickled down his face.

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie

is made up on your side

Pretty soon he was sobbing his heart out, hot tears making patterns like henna on his face, mixed with blood from a cut he had somehow aqquired earlier.

Harry watched as his tears turned red.

He watched as they fell, like the petals of a red flower in a strong wind.

when you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

////FLASHBACK\\

Draco undid the buttons on Harry's shirt, slowly and sensually, sitting on his lap.

He slid the shirt off, his eyes filled with lust, longing.

Harry kicked of his shoes and socks, and Draco did the same, pulling off Harry's jeans (Draco's favorite pair, that Harry had worn on purpose).

Draco kissed Harry. while he, Harry, pulled of every article of clothing off of Draco.

"..You sure...?" Draco breathed at the sight of Harry's naked body. His toned shoulders and muscled stomach.

Harry kissed Draco so hard and so passionately it litteraly took Draco a couple of minutes to recover.

Harry magically removed both thier boxers in resopnse.

"Of course...Draco I love you..I want you.. more than anything...just take me..."

He said tenderly, looking into the blonde's grey enchanting eyes. He could get lost in those eyes forever.

Draco sat on top of him, running his hands up and down his body, memorizing each nook and cranny, every line every detail that was Harry's body, Harry's being.

Draco took a nipple in his mouth, sucking it and licking it, making it hard. Harry's back arched, his hips buckling.

"Draco please..take me..I need you inside..." He hissed in parseltongue.

A gasp issued from Harry's lips as Draco moved towards his erection, and he licked the insides of Harry's thigh.

His tingue flicked around Harry's swollen cock.

"God dammit Draco, jsut take me...already..just..-"

Draco laughed a little at Harry's sheer desperadoes (my own made up word) and finally gave in.

He licked Harry's cock, sucking and licking it, before finally taking it in his mouth fully.

Harry wrapped his legs around Draco's waist pulling him closer, so close that Draco almost choked.

He pulled Harry's cock out of his mouth and turned him over, summoning a bottle of lubricant from who knows where.

Draco soaked his fingers, putting one in Harry's entrance and wiggled it around, loosening the muscles, and Harry cried out in pain and pleasure.

Then something much harder and bigger replaced Dracos finger and Harry screamed in pain.

Pain was replaced by pleasure as Draco bagain to move in and out. He pulled almost all the way out, then slammed in, hitting Harry's prostate right on.

He moed in and out in and out.

"Draco..faster...faster..please" screamed Harry, who began to thrust with Draco's rythm, desperate to get him in deeper.

"Fuck..Harry, so tight..so tight..."

"IM GONNA COME, DRACO!" screamed Harry, giing one final thrust before coming all over the bed.

A few thrusts later and Draco came inside Harry.

Panting, they fell on top of each other, embracing each other.

"I..I love you Draco."

Draco simply pretended to be asleep.

////END FLASHBACK\\

When you're gone

the peices of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When youre gone

All the words I need to hear to make it through the day

and make it OK


Harry stood up, and looked at himself in the mirror, hating his very existance.

Harry thought of Draco, then subconciously raised his fist and punched the mirror, shards flying every where.

Harry fell down on his hands and knees, crying. Then he had an idea.

Harry moved around in a blind panic, looking for something sharp while he cried.

He looked down in the fallem peices of mirror, seeing Draco's eyes in this one, his hair in the other.

He picked the peice up, then bought it down on his wrist.

He looked intently at the crest of blood, feeling like some of his pain was being released with each cut.

He bough down the mirror peice again. and again. more and more, feeling better each time.

Then he realized something. He couldt live with Draco, so why try?

Dear Draco,

I have always loved you, even if you've stopped loving me.

I don't understand why you could just throw away our love like that.

I hope whatever guy you're with now, you're happy with.

I realize you won't be coming back, so I'm not going waist my life away waiting.

Although If you were I would wait forever.

I'll always remeber our first and last kiss and most of all you. Ill never forget you.

Like you're letter said, I can try to forget you. But I can't.

Love always, even in death,

-Your Harry Potter

Harry sealed the note, and stuck it in the pocket of his jeans.

He took the shard of knife and struck it down, slitting an artery.

He walked downstairs blindly again, then sat on the couch, awaiting his death.


And Harry Potter, TheBoyWHoLiedAndDefeatedVoldemort, The boy who every girl wanted, the boy who loved Draco Malfoy to full extent, only to have his heart broken, was dead.

When you're gone,

the peices of my heart are missing you

when you're gone

the face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

All the words I need to hear

to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you


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