Author's Note: This is my first Gossip Girl fanfiction. Please Read and Review! Suggestive pairing, but I had Blair and Chuck in mind. You choose.


Disclaimer: I do not, in any way, own Gossip Girl the T.V. show or the books. No copyright infringement intended, only a pure curiosity to know...:


What's it like to be in love?

Is it like feeling all the winds of the world rush at you, streaming into your hair and lifting you up?

Is it like stepping on broken glass, feeling shards pierce you with every step, leaving marks that will never disappear and a trail of blood to warn others of your end?

Is it like walking on water- feeling light as a feather as gentle waves raise you up, the cool sensation barely touching the soles of your feet?

Is it like drowning- sinking rapidly as violent, unmerciful waves thrash you every which way according to their whim?

Is it like standing on a green prairie underneath a clear blue sky and breathing in deeply until your lungs can't take more, but you can't get enough?

Is it like holding your breath underwater- lungs screaming because you're afraid that you'll die if you breathe, even though you secretly want to?

Is it like being made so whole that you wonder why you never noticed your incompletion?

Is it like being broken- shattered into a million pieces so that you wonder what "completion" feels like?

Is it like soaring?

Is it like falling?

Is it like living?

Is it like dying?

I think it's like all of them.

I think it's like seeing you smile at me so that my heart bursts with happiness because you, at least, can truly see me.

I think it's like feeling my heart wrench apart and crying bitter, salty tears of blood when you don't care.

I love you, you know.


Author's Note: I would love it if you reviewed. I would scream with joy and cry in happiness while laughing painfully and smiling with a tinge of regret. I would experience every symptom of falling in love for one review. I love them, you know? You can burn me or scorn me or encourage me or flame me... but review me. I hope you enjoyed.