I stand at the mirror,
A stranger stares back.
This girl is no longer me,
Just a hollow reminder of who I once was.
My empty eyes,
My fake smile,
My emotionless face,
None belong to me.
I used to laugh,
I used to smile – a non-fake one.
I used to sing and dance and giggle,
But now I don't.
I sit at my window
In my dark room
And I watch the world
Carry on,
Not even noticing
I'm no longer a part of it.
I see people pass by.
Couples holding hands,
Children riding bikes,
Families laughing together,
People walking their dogs,
Travel past
Where I sit,
Where I watch.
How I long for that,
To feel some emotion,
Happiness, sadness, anger or pain,
ANYTHING would be good.
But I don't,
I only feel numb,
My heart is numb
My head is numb
My soul is numb.
I don't care about anything anymore
And all I can do,
Is continue to watch
People live their lives
With emotion,
While I wait
Wait for the END.
