chapter 1
" Do you have to go?" asked the 11 year old me with tears in her eyes. My older brother Jonathan looked up at me with a broken face.
" I have to baby girl. I can't stay here with Mom. I have to go somewhere that me and Brittany are both welcomed."
The tears where running down my cheeks. I looked up at the boy that said he would never leave me, that he would always protect me no matter how old he gets. But now here he is 18 years old and is breaking both of those promises, along with my heart. I felt hurt and angry, but mostly hurt.
I got off of his bed and went over to the crib, that held the little one year old, and kissed her on the head where she was at, standing up. Then I walked to the door and left without looking back, not knowing, that the boy that never cry's, had tears coming down his face.
I gasped and sat up fast in my bed, I looked around for a minute before looking at the clock. I sighed when it read 4:27, knowing that I won't be able to go back to sleep.
I got up and put on a blue sports bra with black yoga pants, and went down the stairs and into the kitchen to get water. once I was done getting water I walked to the basement door and went down into the private studio. I looked around at the room with mirrors as walls and went to the radio and tuned it on. I smiled when photograph by Ed Sheeran came on, and started to do my warm ups. I put my feet together and bend down to touch my toes, next I sat down into the splits and leaned as far as I can to my right then to my left. After that I did another split but this time a leg was in front of me and a leg was behind me, I leaned forward and then backwards as far as I can.
By the time I was done with my wam ups completely I looked at the clock on my phone and sighed when it read 6:02. I had to get to school at 8:30. I was mad that I did nothing on the dance routine that the dance and gymnatics couch is making us do. I started to walk out of the door, the radio has already turned off by itself, and up the stairs into the kitchen to get some more water, seeing as I have already dank all of the water in my water cup, and walked up to my room to take a shower and get ready for the last day of my freshman year in highschool. I smiled when that thought came to mind, but it soon left my face when I remembered where I have to go this summer.
After I was done with the shower and put on my clothes, that consist of a baby blue crop top, blue jean shorts, and some white sandals that has closed heels on them, I did my make up, that wasn't to much or too little but just right, the eye make up making my green eyes pop, and the rest of the make up gave me a mysterious look. I then just let my red hair fall down to my waist, not wanting to deal with it.
When I declared my self done, I grabbed my phone and looked at the time. 7:32. Aline should be here alr- a car horn interrupted my thought. I ran downstairs and into the kitchen where my mother and step father was at, drinking coffee.
"BY GUYS. LOVE YOU" I yelled walking outside, after I heard them say by and they love me to, I shut the door and ran to the car.
" What's up bitch, can you believe it, we are going to be sophomores. YAY" said a beaming Aline as I got In the car. I laughed at the exited look on her face and nodded. She pulled out of my drive way and started the way to school.
I don't want summer to ever come I thought as she started to talk about where she is going to go this summer with her family. I didn't want to talk so I just nodded and smiled when needed to, wishing that this day will go by slow, but knowing my bad luck, I new it wasn't going to happen.
