"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I screamed from the top of my lungs as I cried.
I fell to my knees and streams of tears fell from my face even harder.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
I was in an empty forest hill so no one could hear me.
I'm just so angry, so tired, so depressed, and so lonely...
"I can't do this anymore Hikaru..."
"I CAN'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!" I yelled as I slammed my fist on the forest floor.
I lay on the forest floor and cried myself to sleep with only one thought in my head...
'Haruhi...you can have Hikaru...I'm done.'
The next morning I had woken up feeling horrible.
I slowly lifted my body up, and cracked my aching back.
Crack!
I signed "Ah, that's better"
I walked out the forest and all the way home, I was soaked from last night since it was pouring once I fell asleep
My clothes were messy too because of the grass stains.
My house wasn't too far from the forest so the walk wasn't bad, besides from all those people staring at me.
Today was Friday and it was 8 which meant that Hikaru must have left for school already.
I walked into the mansion and took off my wet shoes. Then I walked up to me and Hikarus room, and to my surprise Hikaru was in the room sitting on our bed, glaring at me with bags under his eyes...I'm assuming that he didn't sleep last night.
He stood up really fast " WHERE THE HECK WERE YOU KAORU?!"
I looked away in frustration "None of your business" I said as I walked into the bathroom slamming the door.
Why the heck does he care!
He's been leaving me every single day to hang out with Haruhi after classes, after lunch, and after the club without saying a damn word to me, so why the fuck does it matter now!
I threw all my wet clothes in the laundry basket and walked into the shower.
I was really frustrated but the warm water cooled my anger down
as I washed up I heard the door slam open. I jumped a bit and Hikaru barged into the shower with me, his clothes already off.
Hikaru and I have taken showers with each other before many times, but the only reason as to why it's awkward now is because...I have
feelings for him and I'm angry with him.
"Wh-what are you doing, get out!" I shouted
"No! You need to talk to me about what the heck your problem is!" "Why didn't you come home last night? Why didn't you call me back after I called you 78 times?! Why did you come home soaked?! And why the fuck are you angry with me!?"
I got even madder as he asked me those questions
"Fine if you won't leave then I will!" I was about to leave until he grabbed both my wrists and placed then over my head as he pushed me onto the shower wall.
The shower was still running and steam started to form around us.
"Answer my questions" he said as he brought his face closer to mine
I gave in...
"I didn't come home last night because I wanted to be alone...I wanted to be in my thoughts, I wanted to feel better about all the crap that's been on my mind lately... I didn't answer your stupid phone calls because I didn't want to talk to you Hikaru. I was soaking wet because I fell asleep on the forest grass while it rained, and Hikaru I'm not angry with you...I'm just done not mattering in your life anymore..." I said as a tear fell.
He slowly let go of my wrists, and I placed my arms down...
"I don't care anymore Hikaru...I'm tired of being upset..." I said as I slowly walked out the shower wrapping a towel over my waist.
I got out the bathroom and shut the door.
I dried myself up and quickly got dressed; once I was done I ran downstairs, got into the limo and left without Hikaru.
"Master are you sure you don't want to wait for master Hikaru?"
I nodded "yeah." feeling kind of down.
Man I have to find something to keep me away from all this stress as well as Hikaru.
...and then it hit me

Beep...
Beep...
Beep...
"Alright mame that will be 3 dollars and 26 cents"
I started working as a cashier at this commoners super market.
"Wow Hitachiin, today's your first day of training and you got this down pack." My boss said,
I rolled my eyes, I can't believe this is what people call labor, it's just simple steps that you have to do over and over again, I could do this in my sleep. No wonder commoners don't have money, they complain so much, so why would someone even want to hire them.
I faked a smile and said "Thanks boss"
"If you keep working hard you may just make your first 300 and 82 dollars in 2 weeks."
"382 dollars...that's really how much you commoners make?" what a pity
He looked at me in confusion
I'm assuming that he's new here because he hasn't even heard of my family's name and he thinks I'm a commoner as well.
I shook my head "never mind"
He patted me on the back and left.
I'm filthy rich, so of course I don't need this money, this isn't even lunch money this wouldn't even be able help anyone buy lunch from my school, but I'm just doing this just to keep my mind occupied, and the hours that I'll be here are the hours that I'll be getting away from Hikaru...
I continued to work
"...Kaoru?"
I turned around and out of everyone in the world the person that said my name just had to be the one person that I was trying to get away from...
"...Hikaru?"

I am going to upload the next chapter sometime today so make sure to alert this story if you want to keep reading.

AND I'M BACK it's been a few years since I've written anything and I'm going to start again so i really hope that you like this one you guys:)