Damn, there I go again, leaving a man I didn't know, leaving the bed I slept with him in, and leaving a home I never been in. I was such an idiot. I slept with many men, and with this one, it's my third this week, and its only Monday…Why I did the things I do, I didn't know. Maybe for some attention from my father, or maybe cause it was true what people said about me, maybe I was a whore, a slut, a tramp. I hated being called those things, but I wasn't helping myself with the things I was doing either, sleeping around with men I didn't even know. Once I got out the little house, I started searching for a payphone.

"Rukia!!" I heard from the other line "Where the fuck are you!?!"

"Calm down Momo,"I tried not to cry "I'm in the corner of U street downtown" and there goes a tear.

"Don't tell me you did it again?" she sounded angry. "You promised you wouldn't anymore!"

"I'm sorry," I wiped the tears off my cheek "It just happened"

"Rukia, something's going to happen to you if you keep doing this" I heard the door slam in the background "I'll be there in ten minutes"

"Thanks" and I hung up. Why did I keep doing it? Maybe what people were saying about me was true, I am a whore, I am a slut, and I am a tramp.

I grabbed the pay phone again; about to call the one person I ever really loved in my life. The one person I really want to make love with, not just sex. The one person I could never get.

"Hello?" he said, sounding a bit sleepy.

"Ichigo…" I sobbed. Great, now I was crying.

"Rukia, are you crying?" he sounded concern "What happened?"

"I did it again," I started crying harder "I did that bull shit again!"

"No, Rukia…." The phone got quiet "I told you not to…. You promised me you wouldn't do that shit again!"

"I'm sorry…" I cried.

"Sorry!" he yelled "All you can say is sorry!!"

"Ichigo…."

"Damn it, Rukia!!" he yelled. "You're going to get hurt!! Your making me suffer when you do that shit!"

"I'm sorry" I started crying more with each word said.

"No, I'm sorry" he said "Sorry that I'm in love with you…!"

"………" I couldn't speck.

"Rukia…" he said, I heard him sniffing in the back ground.

"I'm sorry…."

"Rukia…….."

"Sorry that I wasn't a better woman" I sobbed. Only if he knew that I was in love with him too.

"Don't say that"

"Don't worry, your never going to see me again"

"Rukia, wai-" I hung up, because of me, he's suffering. But I will fix it, because I want his pain to go away.

I walked back down the street and turned the corner…. I will make his pain go away.


I guess i'm on a role... story after story after story. But it's all for practice, I'm trying my best to get better with my grammar and such, so I'm practicing with these One-shots! One of the saddest storys i ever wrote...i wanted to cry writing this :( Plz comment XD you will make my day!!!!